Actually I was born as a boy and was a boy beneath my clothes till my Sex Reassignment Surgery. My name was Amit. The other side of me is Amita.
I belong to a very rich family. My father was two brothers having a big family industrial business on equal share basis. I am the only child of my father. The younger brother of my father, my uncle has two daughters only. We three are of almost similar age though they are one and two years respectively elder then me.
My mother died all of a sudden when I was 8 years old and since then I was living with my uncle. He has a big house and I was given a big room, only room on first floor of the house with a big terrace and roof.
After death of my mother, my father never remained in our own house which too is a big house. He opted to remain on Tour for almost 20 days a month and use to stay in our company’s guest house whenever he was in station.
Once when I was 14 year old, my father called me to office of his one closest friend Mr. Diwakar. I knew Diwakar uncle as the C.A. of our group of Industries and companies. He then told me that
that Diwakar is just like his another brother on whom he has higher trust and that if any thing happens to him, Diwakar will take full care of me and my assets. He then told me that after death of my mother, he is still in great shock and has no interest in life but so far he is alive, it’s his destiny to live like a person who does not have any home though he was having a share of almost 70 million rupees in the business. He also told me that though he has left me with the family of his brother, he do not trust his younger brother. He has noticed him play frauds many a time and once his younger brother hinted him that he is interested in having the whole business in his own name by purchasing share of my father but at a reduced cost which my father denied. It is only due to Diwakar that his younger brother could not play any big game to occupy the whole business in his own name. He then told me that he has built a Trust of his whole share in business and property TO WHICH Mr. Diwakar is the chief trustee and I am the sole beneficiary. The whole money will be transferred to me when I will attain my age of 25. He also told me that I am the sole beneficiary of one more trust set from the assets of my deceased mother. It’s around 20 millions and it will be transferred to me when I will be of 18 years. He informed me that this second trust is earning a yield of 75 thousand rupees every month now and out of it Rs. 25 thousand per month are being paid to my Uncle for taking fullest care of me and rest 50,000 rupees are being saved in a bank account in my name and they day I will complete my 18th year of age, I will have full assess to my bank account. Till then, in case of any need I may come and ask to Diwakar and he will take care of my needs.
Son of Diwakar uncle and me were studying in same class but he wanted to be a chartered accountant like his father and I wanted to specialize in Computer Science. We both were ready to appear in our Metric Examinations.
I met my father once more only and then when I was 16th yrs. old I got the news that my father has passed away in a plane crash and his body was burnt fully in plane crash. It was informed to me that I will receive a claim of one million rupees for his death.
As such literally I became orphan except that I was living with family of my uncle and another uncle Diwakar was always with me to take full care of me.
The story starts from here. I was a lean and thin boy with nice looks of my mother, whitish complexion and growing height. All the things were going nicely with me till I was in my 18th year of age and completed my B.Sc. in Computer Science examinations.
These were now holidays for me and my cousin sisters after examination. I use to pass my time on my own computer visiting many web sites when I came across through some sites of lady boys and cross dressers. This was the time when I noticed that the clothes of my cousin sisters are being hanged for drying on the terrace in front of my room.
I don’t know how but I felt that I am attracting towards the clothes of my sisters, especially towards Lingerie of my sisters.
Slowly my interest increased and I started gathering courage to get a few of them in my room in nights and one day I found that I started wearing them then get aroused and leak in panties of my sisters. I started trying to wash the spot with water and put them back for drying. Soon I started wearing various dresses of my sisters along with lingerie’s and then sit on my computer and comparing myself with other lady boys and cross dressers. Always I use to masturbate and spoil the clothes but then trying to wash the stains by water and re put them for getting dried. I thought that no one will notice it but it was my mistake. My sisters started smelling some thing wrong with their clothes and they decided to have a watch on the clothes in night to find out who is using them. At one hand my passion of cross dressing was increasing and I was dreaming my full makeover as a girl and at the other hand I was in great difficulty as my sisters find out that it was me who was taking away their clothes in night. They both discussed as to why I was taking their clothes in my room in nights as they could not think of cross dressing so all they thought that I am sexually attracted towards them and use their clothes for my sexual fantasies. So far I was taken as a most sober and shy boy in my uncle’s family and out side world so they decided to tell to their mother about all this. They told this all to my aunt and one night she knocked on my room door and asked me to open it. That time the clothes of my sisters were lying on my bed as I have not started wearing them. Without thinking any thing I opened the door of my room and asked my aunt as to what was the matter.
My aunt pushed me in my room from the door and entered in my room to find the clothes of her daughters on my Bed. She became furious and telling me that she will talk with me in the morning, took away all the clothes and closed the door of my room.
I became afraid and was worrying a lot that what will happen in morning.
My aunt then told every thing to my uncle and asked him to call me in the morning and ask me all about it. My uncle also took it all from sexual point of view and thought that I am sexually attracted toward his daughters and dreaming of them I use to play with the clothes of my sisters.
Next morning was very harsh on me. I was called in the room of my uncle to explain why I use to get the clothes of my sisters in my room in nights. I could not tell him about my passion of cross dressing and as such kept mum and kept my head down without answering any thing.
My uncle got angry on me and slapped me and started shouting on me when my aunt came in between and asked my uncle to calm down and that they will talk on the matter them selves and will decide what to do.
After an hour or so I was called again and was told to pack all my things and immediately shift to a room in our company’s rest house and that I will not be allowed any more to enter in the house of my uncle. As such I packed all the little I have and without telling a single word to any one, I shifted to rest house of our company.
My uncle then went to the house of uncle Diwakar, told him every thing about my stealing my sister’s clothes every night. He threatened my uncle that he will take the case to police with a witness of the clothes which, on chemical tests, will prove that I am using them with a bad intension and also my sisters will confirm all what they have seen and gone through. He told that it was sure that I will be jailed and will have to suffer the consequences.
He asked my uncle Diwakar that now is the time that either he sell all the share of my father to him to make him full and sole owner of all our business and that too at the reduced price decided by him otherwise he will put me in jail and I will be in trouble. Uncle Diwakar asked about where I am now and told my uncle to come again next day.
I was summoned by my uncle Diwakar. He told me all that happened and what my uncle wanted. He asked me what the whole matter is as he was sure that I was a very sober and gentle boy and could never be sexually attracted to my sisters. At first I could not tell him about my passion of cross dressing and when he pressed me to tell him all the facts without any fear otherwise I will be in great difficulty from my uncle’s side, I started crying putting my head on his shoulders. He consoled me and asked me to tell him all without any fear as he is with me to take my safe guard. I then slowly gathered courage and told him all that how it all started and how I got the passion of cross dressing and that I never thought of my sisters from sexual point of view.
My uncle Diwakar was well aware about cross dressing as he was reading a lot about them. He told me that he know all about this passion. So far it is non sexual, it is a harmless passion but I should decide myself either to get control over my this passion as our society do not accept it at all and always take it sexually or I should decide to change myself into a girl with medical aid and legally should become a female if I wanted to wear female clothes.
He also told me that to save me from the evil hands of my real uncle, now he is compelled to sell my father’s full share in business to my uncle and that too at a much reduced price.
He told me that after a week I will be a major person by attaining age of 18 complete as such I will be able to get my full share of the trust created by my mother’s wealth and I will not be any more dependent on any one. He also told me that even then I will be getting Rs. 75,000/- per month to my hand for my financial needs if I decide to keep the money invested as it was now and my uncle will not get that Rs.25,000/- per month now as I am not living with him.
Uncle Diwakar told me that he had thought fully on all the matter and it will be better for me if I shift to some another city permanently far away from the eyes of my uncle. He assured me that he will always take care of me as his own son even if I live away from that city and for any advice or guidance I can contact him any time. He also advised me to stay in company’s rest house for a week more as it will need another one week to complete all the formalities of selling the shares to my uncle and it will need my signatures also. I agreed to it and went back to rest house.
Next day, uncle Diwakar informed me that all the proceed to sell the shares of my father to my uncle has been settled in 40 million rupees though it’s real cost was more then 70 millions but for my own safety he is compelled to accept the terms of my uncle. I gave my consent and told him that he is the best judge and he can go ahead with whatever he think best in my interest.
Today is June 16th, my birth day when I have now completed 18th year of my age and have legally became a major person to take my own decisions. I got a call from my uncle Diwakar and his son also greeting me HAPPY BIRTH DAY and wishing me a new great life ahead. He also told me that today I should reach the office of our company and sit on the chair as one of the Directors of the company before transferring my share in the company in full to my uncle. He assured me that he will also be with me to take care of all the proceeds. As such I got ready and reached in the office of my company. A meeting of the management was summoned after lunch hours and in that meeting all was decided as already agreed between my real uncle and uncle Diwakar. I signed the documents and one week time was given for all that needed officially to declare the whole deed and receive money from my real uncle by the Trust set by my father for my benefit and which was to be transferred to me on my completion of age of 25 years. As such I was a partner in business of company for one more week and had the right to remain in company’s rest house.
That night I could not sleep and thought a lot on the point as to where to shift permanently away from this very city and then I decided to shift permanently to Bangalore where no one knows me, to make it my own city. I also decided to buy two adjacent two BHK nice flats as decided to live my two lives in full, as a male self and as my female side also. I conveyed my decision to uncle Diwakar and requested him to use his own sources to purchase the flats as per my desire using the money of the Trust Fund which I got from my mother and put remaining money in investment as he use to do earlier. By this time my own bank account to which now I was having full access was containing about one million rupees for my ready use.
During this week, I was called by my bankers and they took my specimen signatures and issued me a Debit cum ATM Card for my ready use. A cheque book was also issued to me for my use. Officially whole money of the Trust of my mother was transferred to my bank account. Soon uncle Diwakar informed me that he has been in touch with the property dealers in Bangalore and have got few offers so I should go to Bangalore and select the best which I like most. I vacated company’s rest house and shifted to a nice hotel room. I took the flight to Bangalore and checked in a hotel room. Then I contacted the property dealer. He came to meet me and took me in his car to show me various options of available flats.
I liked one which was in some Kormangala area of Bangalore city which was known as a posh and decent area. It was two adjacent 2 BHK flats on 2nd floor of a newly constructed building. I asked the dealer to get in touch with uncle Diwakar to proceed with the legal formalities with the owner of these flats. Then I told him to get in touch with some decorator to fully furnish both the flats and make a few amendments as per my desire. He agreed and then I returned back to my old city (I have not told you the name of my old city and I don’t want to tell it also as it is almost a True story and some names and things may tend to guess the real persons). I gave full information to uncle Diwakar and also handed over two blank signed cheques to him to complete the proceedings to purchase the flats and get them fully furnished.
By next week all the work of transfer of shares of company and receiving money was completed and at the same time the proceedings of purchase of flats at Bangalore was also complete and now I was owner of two fully furnished flats in Bangalore. It took away almost 20 million of my money which I received from my mother’s trust. I called one packer and mover firm to shift my belongings to Bangalore and myself took a flight to Bangalore and saying a Good Bye to my old city, reached to Bangalore. I checked in a hotel and then called the property dealer who took me to my flats. They were nicely furnished and decorated with all the required amenities fitted with air conditioners. I asked for one change. I needed a door between the master bed rooms of both the flats and that too in such a way that the door is covered by some decent paintings on both the side so that with moving the painting, the door is opened.
This was also done in next 3 days and my new flats were now ready to shift. My packer and mover also shifted my belongings and that was not much. My clothes, shoes, books, my computer and a few more things were all that I received.
So one fine day, I left the hotel and shifted to my new flat. I made a search and soon got a nice middle aged lady as a maid to clean my flats and cook the food for me.
Though I was a multi millionaire now but I decided to keep my profile to a higher middle class person for next few months till I get to know local roads and city and persons.
One flat I kept for Amit, my male self and another for Amita, my female self ... as my twin sister.
I started buying girl’s fashion magazines and then started shopping for Amita. At first I started with lingerie and few salwar suits and few churidar suits. After two purchases only I came to know about my exact size for lingerie and ladies suits. I also purchased some makeup and started practicing them in my flat. Soon I found that I am able to do a nice, may not be decent, makeup and appears to be passable as a girl.
One thing from my past remained to tell you. While remaining at my uncle’s home with my cousin sisters, we use to talk a lot and play together like brother and sisters long before I developed passion for crossdressing. During this time, many a time I use to mimicry their voices to tease them and slowly I got my voice near to their female voice. Then my sisters also took interest in it and encouraged me to mimic their voices. They used to enjoy it by using me over telephone from some guys from their classes and some time to tease their girl friends. As such I was having a good practice to speak in female voice with all ups and downs and the way girls use to speak. My own male voice was not cracked so far.
Though I was 18 yrs. old but still did not show marks of any body or facial hairs except very thin hairs on my wrists like any normal girl and a few scattered hairs line of light brown color on my upper lips. As such I was thinking to give it a try to move out like any normal girl in broad day light.
Before going out as a girl, I first decided in what life I will like to have and move ahead. I decided few things for myself. First was about my further education. I decided to go ahead for M.C.A. (Master in Computer Applications) degree as my male self as by now my results of graduation examination has come and I passed my B.Sc. in Computer Science with flying colors getting 80% marks. As such my M.C.A. course will need another two years and I decided to do it through some nice private institute where my daily attendance is not a must.
Second I decided to get more and more information and knowledge about female hormones and start using them to block male developments in my body. For this I started surfing internet and getting knowledge of hormone medicines which consist of female hormones as well male hormones blockers. Web sites gave me knowledge of such hormones but with a warning always to take the hormones under medical supervision. I was not in any hurry and always used my wisdom to move ahead. As such first I practiced for a nice a normal make up for a young teenaged girl. My own hairs by now were up to my neck just above my shoulders. So one fine day I dressed as a girl, ladies wrist watch in one hand and two bangles in other hand, a neck chain, clip on ear studs, payal, all nails painted in red, light makeup and lipstick and 2 inch high heels I stepped out of my flat. Before coming out I watched my self in full length mirror of my room and was satisfied that I can pass as a girl. My first encounter was with my maid who saw me coming out and locking my flat from female side. Seeing me and similarity in my face with face of Amit she became confused and stopped me and asked me who I am. Using my female voice I told her that I am the twin sister of Amit, today came to Bangalore as my brother Amit has gone out and I am here to take care and also enjoy my stay in Bangalore. I also asked her to cook the food in my flat now instead of Amit’s flat. She was already cleaning both the flats as Amit was having key of both the flats and now I was having keys of both the flats. She told me that since I am having key of both the flats, let her continue to cook food in Amit’s flat as it has all the required utensils, gas and food stuff and I will not need to establish one more kitchen in my flat. However, if I like, she will serve the food to me in my flat. I agreed and told her OK and that I will enjoy food in Amit’s flat.
This all gave me a lot of self confidence that I am acceptable as a real girl. With the noise of clik clik of my heels I went out of building, the very first outing of Amita in this world.
Through local news papers I was in knowledge of nice ladies beauty parlor and one of them was on the same street of my flat so I decided first to go to that parlor.
I reached to the parlor and entered. I was welcomed by a girl at reception who asked me what services I want from them. I asked for the expert beautician from that parlor to decide what I needed. She told OK and called one lady as the chief of the beauty parlor who pointed me to come in and tell her what I want. I was using my female voice from coming out of my flat and so far I was very nice on it and that supported my girl getup, I became more confident and told that lady that I was new in Bangalore. I told that I was from a small town and never used beauty parlor services before it. I told her that I was having boy cut hairs and due to some orthodox traditions in my family I was raised as a boy and even my ears and nose has not been pierced.
I told her that I don’t know any thing about parlor services and since now I will live in Bangalore far away from my home; I want to enjoy all required services from them. She smiled and told me that it appears that I have joined some service in Bangalore and have come out of a small town for the first time. I accepted and told her that I am a computer professional working in one M.N.C.
She smiled and welcomed me to the world of feminism. She asked me to sit down on one chair at a desk full of various things and a wash basin on the back of chair. She tilted my chair and started with washing my hairs. She washed, dried and styled my hairs in feminine style telling me that with the growth of my hairs I will have a good volume of long hairs as my hairs are quite nice.
She then gave me manicure and pedicure removing cuticles and giving a shape to my all the twenty nails. Then she asked me about color choice for my nails and I told her that I want a color that can stay long and suit most dresses. She gave me a bright red color telling that it’s a common color and can go with almost every dress. She started working on my face. She started with my eye brows so I told her that I don’t want thin eye brows but like a common pattern which can suit to a girl as well as a boy. She smiled and gave a nice medium shape with a very little arc to my eye brows.
Then seeing few strands of hairs on my upper lip she threaded them and she asked me to consult to a lady doctor whose address she gave me. Otherwise I will have to go for a laser treatment and she gave me address of such a clinic which uses to give laser therapy. Then she started with my facial make up. She also kept telling me that which makeup was right for my face and how to use it step by step. Then she went on piercing my ear lobs using a piercing gun which put on nice ear studs in my both ears. She asked me whether I will like more piercing on my ears, to which I told her that later I will like to have more piercing but for now, one in each ear lob is enough. Then she wanted to pierce my nose also to which I denied and told her to keep it for later some time. She agreed and told me that now a days many young girls do not prefer to wear nose pins or nose rings.
In all, when I was standing in front of a full length mirror, I was very happy on my new looks seeing a very pretty girl standing before me.
I paid for the services and thanked the lady for the task of makeup she taught me. I told her that I live on the same road with my twin brother and will come again to use their services.
She gave me a warm kiss on my forehead and we said bye.
It all took almost 3 hrs. It was now 1 p.m. I decided to go for some more shopping and finding a nice shop of ladies wear clothes near to that parlor I went in. I selected few more dresses for me of my size and then I asked the shop keeper for some nice sari and matching blouses and petticoats. I selected 2 nice but normal medium range saris and asked for a tailor to stitch blouse and petticoat. He directed me to another nearby shop telling me that he is a nice tailor of ladies clothes. He was happy with my purchases and as such he called the tailor and asked him to work nicely for stitching my clothes.
I gave measurement for blouse, petticoat as well one salwar suit and one churidar suit of my own measurements. I also selected one long skirt with nice design from the shop and gave measurement for the matching top of the skirt.
Again one more thing I forget to tell you is that through web site I gave online order for a pair of silicon breast forms with self adhesive back which I got and for my first outing as Amita I was using them. As such they were giving illusion of real breasts and tailor did not suspected them to be fake ones.
I went to another shop for buying some lingerie for me. That shop was having a dressing room so it made easy for me to try them and find out my correct size for a bra and panty. I purchased almost a dozen sets in different colors, designs and clothes, right from cotton, nylon and satin silk. Due to my breast forms I did not needed padded bra. But I asked for padded panty and I got a few pairs of them.
I returned back to my flat with my both hands full of bags which I carried any way but it gave me pain in my both shoulders and arms.
In any case, I enjoyed a lot my first ever outing as Amita, getting a new look in beauty parlor and all shopping trip and I loved my new look. As such I worked on my computer, connected cam to it and took a few of my pictures. Then only I went to get my lunch in my brother’s flat (ha ha ... my brother or me) and then slept for few hours before evening. In the evening I got refreshed. Changed to another salwar suit, touched up my make up and went out. My maid servant lady met me again on the way and she just smiled and told me that my dinner will be kept in kitchen of my brother so whenever I come back, I can enjoy it.
I again went for shopping in the market and again got custom made jewelry for Amita, two pair of high heels, glass bangles etc. and came with my both hands full of bags.
This was my most thoughtful night. I changed to a nighty and went to my bed. I started thinking on my day’s outing as Amita.
I was to again go out as Amita day after tomorrow to the tailor shop for trying fitting of my blouses and dresses so I decided to remain as Amita for at least two more days. Thinking over my future, I found that it was a compulsion for me to remain in my both mode as Amit and Amita as Amit was needed up till attaining age of 25 and receiving the assets of the Trust fund set for him. There after only I can think over my full transformation and living like Amita. That means for almost 7 more years I had to live in my both modes that of a male and a female. This worried me because by that time I will develop male body and male looks whereas Amita was my passion now and it will be difficult for me to be a passable girl till that time as and when I will wish to be Amita. I decided to talk with my uncle Diwakar on this issue.
Next day I decided not to go out and as such I switched on my computer and started playing with different sites. In one site I got software of changing face, looks, styling hairs etc. that helps making any photo or document converted into pixels and then change them to give desired shape. I down loaded that software and it become a game for me to work on difference photos and making them from male to female and female to male.
I scanned my own photos and all my documents of qualification from my S.S.C. to Graduation examinations and stored them on my computer. Then I played with them also just as a game and I found that I changed all of them from Amit to Amita. I also changed the photo of Amit into Amita and now I was having ids of Amita, A well qualified Amita who was a graduate in computer science. Using my laser printer I got printouts of all the documents. A transferred and stored photos of Amita to my pen drive and then I went out to find a photo shop to get photo prints of Amita’s photos and documents which contained photo of Amita on it. Soon I found a nice photographer’s shop near by and gave the work to him. He told me that next day I may come back and collect photos.
When I reached back to my flat I found a team of 3 persons, one lady, two men, one of them was equipped with a camera. When I started opening the door of my flat, the lady came forward and introduced them all as the persons from Annual Census. I called them in and they started asking questions about my identity and were filling a form. Photographer also took a photo of me. Then they asked me about the resident of the other flat of Amit. I told them that flat belongs to my twin brother Amit and that Amit is out of town for few days. Knowing that I am twin sister of Amit, they started filling form of Amit also and asked me if I have any photo of Amit. I went to adjoining flat where I was having a lot of Amit’s photos so I gave them one.
They told me to visit the census office next week and collect my and my brother’s photo id cards from Government. I thanked them and they went out.
So now I was going to have authentic proof of Amita, a female self for all purposes.
I then called my uncle Diwakar on Phone and told him all about the last 2-3 days in full detail and told him that I would like to remain as Amita for rest of my life but was worried about the assets of Trust to be transferred to me after my 25th year of age.
He told me that he wanted to see me as Amita in person and have a long talk with me to decide my future plans. He told me that tomorrow morning he will try to reach Bangalore at10 A.M. by morning flight from my city and will call me on my mobile to know exact location of my flat and meet me.
Meeting with Uncle Diwakar: Next morning I got up early and decided to receive my uncle at Airport out of my love and affection towards him instead of giving him my location over phone. So I got ready as Amita nicely like an Indian girl should appear, wearing salwar suit and covering my front with a Chunni, bindi on my forehead and bangles in my hands and payal on my ankles. I took a taxi and reached to Airport before plain landed.
After few minutes I saw uncle Diwakar coming out but oh what a surprise, Anant, son of uncle Diwakar, my class mate and my best friend was also with him. Now there was no way for me to escape or hide out and as such I kept waiting for them.
Both of them came out, passed me giving a short look on me and they both could not recognize me. I saw uncle Diwakar taking his mobile out of his pocket and switching it on. Before he dial my number, I reached to him and bent and touched his feet. He was in surprise meanwhile I got up and in my female voice welcomed him introducing myself as Amita, his daughter. For a few seconds he was in disbelief but then he became normal and started moving with me when his son Anant stopped him and asked him to introduce me with him. Uncle started laughing and told him to have the patience till we reach to my place. He joined us silently.
Again taking a Taxi we reached to my flat. I asked them to sit and relax for a while till I offer them fruit juice with some biscuits.
After few minutes, conversations started. First he asked his son “does he remember his best friend Amit” When he said Yes, he asked him “do he know about twin sister of Amit”, he replied that Amit has no sister and he is the only son of his parents. Then uncle introduced me that now meet twin sister of Amit, She is Amita. Anant got a shock and in disbelief he started inspecting me from top to bottom and then all of a sudden it clicked in his mind that it was me “Amit” and now before him as “Amita”. He could not stop himself and before his father hugged me tightly and gave a kiss on my cheek. I became bright red of shame and pushed him lightly and told him to come back in his sense and sit comfortably.
Uncle Diwakar started telling me that now seeing me as Amita, hearing my voice and noticing my body language and general behavior, he is now sure that I was a girl in full except biologically and that my decision to live like a female is the right decision. He then asked me few questions and asked me about my future plan. When I told him that I want to get Masters Degree in Computer Applications and then start my own business, he asked me that I was having my previous qualification as Amit so how now I will continue my studies as Amita. I opened my computer and he saw my work of changing my photos and documents from Amit to Amita. I also told him about getting a photo identity from Census Department next week. He thought over it and told me that he do not agree to what I have done using my computer skills and that it was forgery which he will never allow. He told me that he want me to start process of changing me into a female legally with consultation of a nice doctor. He told me in details that I still have about 7 years at my hand and as soon I can go for sex reassignment surgery I will be officially declared as a female after that. He also told me that there will not be any problem in transferring assets of my Trust Funds to me after my completing 25th year of age as Amita even as Doctor’s certificate will prove that I am the same person and it will not be any fraud then. He also advised me to first go for surgery and then I can opt for getting M.C.A. Degree as Amita and it will all be legal then.
He noticed that Anant was looking me all the time without uttering a single word, fully speech less.
He got up and asked me about location of this place and told me that he is going out for some time to use his local contacts as he don’t want to waste any more time so that he can return back to his city as early as possible. He asked Anant to give company to me till he returns back and went out.
Now I gave my attention to Anant and asked him why he is sitting speechless like a dumb man. I asked him what he will like to drink or eat so that I can manage that. He came in his senses back and held my hands. Then he spoke to me. He asked me how it became possible for me to change from Amit to Amita and how so early and so convincing I am a girl now and using female voice. What compelled me to have such changes and so on? I set near him on sofa and told him to calm down and listen to me with his full attention. Then I narrated him all from beginning as to how I developed passion of cross dressing, using my sisters clothes and getting caught and then removal of me from home, getting in touch with uncle Diwakar, shifting to Bangalore and then selling all my shares to my real wicked uncle. I told him that I liked my female side most and I have decided to be a girl in real except that I will not be able to find a life partner for me and I will not be able to conceive children. For a change, I asked him to get up and took him on a tour of my both flats, arrangements made in both the flats, then I took him out of building and we went to market. I took him to tailor shop and showed him all the dresses going to be stitched for me and I also gave a trial for fitting of my clothes.
We returned back and after entering in the flat, he hugged me and gave kisses on my cheeks. We occupied our seats on sofa again and then he started telling me that as Amit myself he always loved me as his best friend. My look as Amita has enhanced his love to me and he will happily propose me to be his wife if I agree. I bowed my head and told him to have a talk with uncle Diwakar about it. I told him that I will be most lucky girl to have such a handsome boy as my husband who is my friend also but all after my 25th year of age so that we both complete our education first and then get settled in our work.
He assured me to have a talk with his father in night and will tell me later what the come out is. We both went in the flat of Amit from the connecting door and I went in kitchen for preparing tea for both of us. I use to prepare tea for myself from last few days only but now I was perfect in preparing tea. Seeing ‘me’ working in the kitchen, Anant remarked “that’s like a good girl” and I teased him showing him my tongue. When we were sipping our tea, the maid lady arrived again so I asked her to prepare the room for two of the guests and also prepare a nice dinner for them. She was seeing towards me with questionable eyes so I told her that the boy with me is the son of my uncle as well my best friend and that he and his father has come to stay with me for a day or two. Seeing me and Anant sitting nearby and close, she gave me a smile telling that she also liked the boy. She told Anant that Bibiji is a very good girl and that she will teach me all the house work and kitchen work. I got up raising my hand to slap her with my cheeks reddened from shame and she ran into kitchen teasing me showing her thumb.
It was the evening when uncle Diwakar returned in flat. He appeared very happy. After getting fresh we three were sitting in the room and Diwakar uncle started telling his day’s activities.
He told me that using his old contacts he found one of his old friends who is a well known doctor now and is practicing in Bangalore itself. Uncle told him all about me and that I needed medical assistance in transforming me fully into a girl. Through him he could get in touch with another famous surgeon and expert in this field. He informed that tomorrow we have an appointment with him and after that he would like to go back to his city getting any available flight. We kept talking on various aspects of my life in past, present and future wherein Anant also participated giving his own views and telling that my real uncle should be taught a nice lesson for what he has done to me and buying my full share in my company at just half of the price. He also assured me that after starting his own practice as a C.A., he will take care of my business and on this uncle Diwakar laughed and told Anant that he is moving very fast. With his experience he could know the attraction of Anant towards me much more then a friend. He saw a lust in the eyes of Anant and as such gave a smile to both of us.
Diwakar Uncle asked me about my future plan taking care of his advice on using my female identity he gave before he left in morning.
I started telling him my plan. I told him that I still have almost 7 years at my hand before I attain age of 25. As such first I will like to go on medical advice of the doctor and change myself officially and legally as a female. Then I will go for my Masters Degree in Computer Applications and then if time permits I will go for getting a Masters Degree in Business Management. During all these years my uncle may go for investing my money in nice investments so that after completing my education I may start my own business, my own group of companies and one day I want to see me again on top in business and prove my real uncle my worth.
My uncle agreed to all of it and told me that now he will take care of using my funds in such a way that the day I want, I will be able to take my seat as a Managing Director of my company. He then smiled and asked me what I have thought about my marriage and have I known some nice boy for me OR he has to search for a nice boy? I got reddened again and kept my head down. Now Anant spoke and told his father what he has told to me before his returning back. He told clearly that I was always a best friend to him and he always loved me as the same. Now when I have decided to be a female, he loved me more and will like to have me as his life partner. He also told that he has already proposed me and my reply that to discuss it first with uncle Diwakar.
Diwakar uncle was very happy to hear all this and told me and appreciated me that I am really a good and sensible girl who love and respect elders. He told me that he too will like me to become his daughter-in-law.
I got up from my seat and touched his feet. Then I told him that only on one condition I can marry Anant. What is that condition, asked Diwakar uncle and Anant simultaneously.
I told them that though I will be a girl in almost every sense to keep please Anant but I will never be able to give him fatherhood and as such he will have legal right to marry another girl and should marry one more girl who can give birth to his children. I told them that this way I will also enjoy motherhood of a child.
They did not agreed to it and told me that we can adopt child as and when we want but I strongly disagreed to it and told them that I want my own child from my would be husband and only way for him is to get second marriage with a nice girl who can agree to live with me as first wife of his husband.
After a lot of discussion between father and son, they both agreed and Diwakar Uncle (now he was going to be my father-in-law) told us that he will try his best to find some nice girl for Diwakar who will agree to accept me as her elder sister.
Then I told them that my marriage will only be ceremonial after my completing age of 25, completion of my education and my taking charge of my own business. As well, to give sufficient time to Anant to complete his C.A. and settle down in his profession and earn a good name.
They both agreed to it and uncle Diwakar told me that after my achieving full female status, he will declare this new relation by performing some ceremonies. We all smiled and I again took blessings of Diwakar Uncle.
Next day early morning we all got ready to reach the doctor at the appointed time of 9 A.M. As soon we all reached to hospital, doctor called us in his consultancy room. Leaving Anant outside me and Diwakar uncle went in and the doctor asked to Diwakar uncle where the boy to be examined is? I told him in my female voice that I am the boy on which he smiled and told me that hey girl, please do not try to tease him and in no way I can be a boy willing to get transformation as a girl as I was already a girl. Diwakar uncle then convinced him that I am a boy and it’s really me need a full transformation.
It took almost an hour for conducting various examinations and taking samples of my blood and some body fat and skin. Doctor then told me that some results will be available by tomorrow only but he is sure that I am a fit case for full sex reassignment surgery and that day after tomorrow he will like to meet me again and start my medication. He also told uncle Diwakar that there is now no need of his presence and he may go back to his city. He assured uncle Diwakar that he will take full care of me from now onwards as it will be an honor for him to help such a beautiful girl.
We greeted him and went out and then we all three decided to go for a brunch as the flight was at about 2 PM. We enjoyed a heavy breakfast in a nice restaurant, went back to flat and taking the luggage of both of them, started moving for Aerodrome. They both got tickets for my old city in current booking and again touching feet of Diwakar uncle and hugging Anant, we said a bye to each other.
This way all my fate was decided in moving towards a nice future for me.
After a day more, results of my tests in hospital came available and I was found a fittest case for surgery. Medicines were prescribed for me and I was told that it will take a complete year for me to remain on medicines and then only I will be operated. Again it will take a minimum of 3 months for me to get accustomed to my new female parts and then I will get to be declared as a female officially.
Doctor then issued me official certificate that I was boy under transition to a girl and that I will live as a female now onward and can apply for a new I.D. as Amita legally. When I told him about the census persons from government and that I will get a legal document as a girl next week, he again issued a latter in the name of concerning authority of Census Deptt. Explaining my condition and mark me as female if the rules permit.
As such all was settled nicely. I started my medicines consisting of male hormone blocker and dosage of female hormones. I got my census card and then I applied for a driving license and got it soon.
Now officially I was able to remain and move as a girl so I started thinking to start my M.C.A. course. I decided to complete first year of the course before my surgery and dropping just a semester I could start final year of the course.
I became a full time girl and got busy in my education. Life went on pleasantly and during this period some time uncle Diwakar and some time Anant kept visiting me and knowing about my day to day routine. My bank account was raising and I never felt any difficulty in my financial matters.
Changes started appearing in my body after 3 months of medication and I started developing my own real breasts, wide hips and soft skin. Light hairs I had on my arms and upper lip fell down and never grew again that added to my beauty more. I kept visiting beauty parlor once a month and saw that I was now having my own nice and thick hairs in a female cut just below my shoulders.
I also learned a lot about cooking, taking care of house and did some courses in Home Science, Tailoring and Knitting. As such I became a very busy girl. Time passed away like this and then time came for my surgery. Uncle Diwakar and Anant both were with me at hospital for 3 days when I was discharged from hospital.
The lady made became my full time servant and she also behaved like my elder sister and a local guardian when I told her truth about me just before going to hospital for surgery. She became my teacher also educating me in all fields of womanhood and teaching me how to become a good wife and a good lady of the house.
One nice day I got the news that my real uncle is in heavy loss. He got his both daughters married and for this he selected boys from very rich families much higher to his own status and for this he withdrew money in bulk from his business. He also failed to take care of business as it was being done at the time when my father was alive. All this resulted in declaring him a bankrupt and he lost all his money and prestige.
Uncle Diwakar and Anant both were having full vigil on it and were purchasing shares of the companies when they were at low prices in share market. They both also worked in getting employed old and trusted employees of my old group of companies. Soon they established a nice group of companies in the name of my father and I was in Board of Directors with my female name. I completed my M.C.A. and M.B.A. examinations and most successfully earned my both degrees. It was still one more year remaining in my completing age of 25 so I started setting up offices of my companies in Bangalore and employing the right persons to take care, my business was flourishing like any thing.
I was officially and legally a woman since last many years on all records of my companies and soon in the meeting of Board of Directors and thereafter meeting of general shareholders I was elected and declared as Chairman cum Managing Director of my own group of companies which was a little bigger from its earlier state when my father was still alive.
One fine day I told uncle Diwakar to get the house of my father in my old city renovated in a nice house as I now wanted to shift back to my old city and take charge of my companies as CMD. After a few months I shifted back to my old city in my own house which was having sweet memories of my beloved mother and father. Anant was also settled in his own practice as a renowned C.A.
Now time is coming nearer of my attaining age of 25 so one fine day uncle Diwakar came to visit me and asked me about proceeding towards my marriage with Anant and that if I was still in the same liking with Anant. I just nodded and without uttering a single word from my mouth gave him my consent to move forward. Only then I spoke to him that whether he remember my condition for second marriage of Anant after my marriage with him and he told me that let you enjoy one year of married life and then he will obtain legal permission for second marriage of Anant on the basis of my medical reports to be unable to conceive a baby.
Time went on nicely. I am now married and known as Mrs. Amita Anant, CMD of my group of companies, elder sister of a very sweet girl (a well educated girl from a middle class family) whom I loved most and she gave birth to three children, two male and one female. I am now Badi Amma (Elder/Big mom) of the children and we all are living a very happy life. Uncle Diwakar is now just a consultant to all of us as head of our family. Anant is busy in his own practice as C.A., I am busy in taking care of my group of companies and Mugdha, my sister and second wife of Anant is busy in taking care of family and growing children.
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