I am Mrs. Sunita
Gupta. I am in my forties now. I am happy married woman living with my husband
and two children, one a boy and another girl.
Apart from my happy family life I am most successful Business Woman.
I am Managing Director of a group of companies dealing in Manufacturing and exporting various items.
Yes, till my age of 15th I was a handsome and charming boy named Sunit
Gupta. I was only son of my parents and I enjoyed very pleasant life. I was born with all facial charms of my mother. She was a very fair colored and most beautiful lady, inteligent and talented one.
My father was from a business family having a brother younger by 2 years then him. They both loved each other very much and were successfully running their own big business. My uncle was having one daughter. Her name is Shivani.
My life till I was 11 yrs old was good. But I always missed my father who remained utmost busy with his business and foreign tours for most of his life leaving me alone with my mother who parented me both as a mother and a father. My father and uncle were living in a very big house, a house with a big courtyard and two floors consisting of four bed rooms, Drawing, Dinning, Kitchen and Store on each floor. We lived on 1st floor whereas my uncle lived on Ground Floor. My uncle also was a very busy person as such both our families lived as one and we all loved each other like one single family.
I was in 6th standard then my mother was detected cancer patient and after fighting with the disease for 2 years she passed away when I had just completed my VIII standard examinations at the age of 13 years only.
I got all the facial features of my mother with a fair skin, hazel blue eyes and
talent. A always used to complete my course when it was in middle of the session in the class room and always topped my classes.
After the death of my mother, my father broke down. He remained out of city for most of his time so my aunt (Kavita) and cousin sister (Shivani) took full care of me and loved me just like their own son and brother.
My father set a trust for me with his entire share in business. My uncle was the chief trustee and it was made in such a way that as and when I need any money I will get it and after my attaining age of 21 years, all the assets will be transferred to me.
When I was in X standard preparing for my secondary examination, in the month of October my father died due to a road accident in UK. Once again I was in deep grief and as a result I fell sick. I almost broke down and fall serious ill. Till this time I never fancied wearing girl’s dresses or living like a girl. But the destiny kept playing its role with me and soon I was turned into a girl and faced the world as a girl.
How it all started
After the death of my father, I was in grief and then fell serious sick. It was time for submitting examination forms for my secondary examinations. My sister Shivani and I were in same class. We were of almost equal age and built. She helped a lot in my study and class work yet I always was on top in the class. As such she brought the examination form at home for me and asked me to sign it only and rest she will take care to complete it. A photographer was also called to take my photo for fixing it on examination form and on admission card. Before photo was taken, my sister fixed my hairs and gave me a nice shirt with floral prints on it to wear so that photo comes nice.
And from here the story starts: While filling examination form my sister put my name as Sunit Gupta but ignored Mr. /Miss portion to cut the Miss and make it Mr. Sunit Gupta. Then as in practice for herself instead of “Son of” she made it D/o. just a minor mistake without any intensions from her side.
Then was the photograph of me. Due to sad demise of my father and then my own long sickness I could not go to a hairdresser and as such my head hairs grew some long. Then again my sister fixed my hairs and that was in a feminine way as being a routine for her. Then was the floral print shirt which I was wearing. Photos also came with a small dot in middle of my eye brows just like a “bindiya” Indian girls use to fix and hairs touching my neck. None of us paid any attention to these things and my examination form was submitted in the school. As such it was all normal till my admission card was received in the month of March, just before 20 days of start of our examinations.
During checking the forms, the clerk viewing my photo on form and finding the word “D/o” thought that its of a girl and as such he did two things … one he ticked on “Miss” instead of “Mr.” and added “a” at the end of my name making it “Sunita” instead of Sunit. In routine, my form was also got stamped and signed by the Head Master of our school and forwarded to CBSE office.
I kept busy in recovering my health and my studies preparing for my examination. My sister helped me with all my school work and it was not difficult for me at all to cover up as I already completed and revised my study course but still she always took care of every thing of mine being my sweet elder sister.
Here one thing you all may know that the Secondary School Certificate is always the first and prime proof of any one’s Date of Birth and Gender which has to be carried throughout further education and life onwards.
So, just before 20 days of Examinations my Admission Card arrived in School and was brought to home by my sister without noticing any thing wrong in it. She gave it to me at home and went down to her own room.
I had a look on it and at first glance I too could not notice any thing wrong in it and kept it on table. After some time I wanted to keep it safe in drawer when suddenly I saw “Miss” before my name. Then I examined it carefully.
First shock was the photograph on it. Was it mine or of a girl? In first place though the face was mine but it appeared like a girl’s face especially with long hairs styled in a feminine way on head and a dot in the middle of my eyebrows.
Then came the word “Miss” before my name and that too written as “Sunita”.
Finally came the second line “D/o” instead of Son of.
Yes all it was, for sure, the Admission Card of a girl named Miss Sunita Gupta.
I immediately started crying hard and tears started flowing out of my eyes.
Hearing my cry, my aunt and sister ran to my room along with few lady servants in the house and asked me what happened to me and why I am crying so hard. After some time I could get some posture and asked servants to go down and then placed my admission card in the hands of my sister telling her that what she has done.
Again she could not notice any thing wrong but then I invited her attention to my picture and other deformities in it and asked her how it could be of mine and how I could go and appear in my examination and I again started crying hard.
Meanwhile my sister could feel every thing wrong and then told to her mother all about it apologizing for what has been done by her and that all was not at all with any intensions but as a routine for her being a female.
They both hugged me hard and my aunt consoled me a lot and told me that crying is no solution and that we should sit calmly, discuss the things and arrive at some conclusions.
Some later she told Shivani to go down and take care of other work in house and then hugged me tightly again and kissed on my forehead making me calm down. We started discussing all the pros and cones of the matter and it came to an end with certain possibilities …
One … She will contact school authorities to get the things rectified in the admission card.
Two … If not possible, I will have to skip the examination and reappear next year with real me details and photograph. This way I will have to loose one year of my carrier and all my study will go in vain.
Three … I should appear in examination as a girl. This way we will have time of another 2 months till the results of the examination come and even then I can decide to skip further admission and reappear as male myself in next years secondary examination.
As such my aunt decided the first option first and asked me to remain calm
till she returns back from the school.
Without telling a word to Shivani about where she is going, just told her to take fullest care of me till she returns. As soon she went out, Shivani came to my room and at first she made me swear that I will not cry again and take her talks in very easy and helpful way. She affirmed that she won’t tease me and her whole talk will be taken as a positive solution and in smiling spirits.
She too was feeling guilty for what has been done by her and as such she started feeling sorry again and again.
She summoned the photographer and asked him that from where and how the dot in middle of my eyebrows came in picture. Poor photographer apologized for the mistake and explained that it was not his fault and the dot mark has appeared due to some manufacturing defect in the photo paper and went away.
Then Shivani told me why I had not taken proper care of my hairs before photo was clicked. Had I taken some care of my hairs by properly combing them myself in a boyish style, my photo could have some decent one of a guy and not like that of a gal.
Finally she started weeping admitting her mistake in not marking me as Mr. and then marking D/o instead of Son of. She explained that without any ill motives, just as a routine for herself, she marked it D/o. I had to console her and stop her weeping any more.
Then started her giggles telling me that I should try some of her dresses and for sure I will be quite passable as a girl but will appear as a beautiful girl. She admitted that she will like to have a sweet sister with her more then having a brother as she always missed a sister to her much more then any thing else. After some time, she returned to her room and I also started feeling some what relaxed and thinking all over again.
Till this time my decisions was not to dress like a girl and skip the examinations. I never wanted to be a girl and was most happy being a male self.
My aunt Kavita :
I reached the school and enquired about availability of Head Master. I found him in his office room and he immediately invited me in. I told him all that has happened and showed him the admission card his office has delivered to us.
Headmaster knows Sunit very well as Sunit was always a topper and was expecting that he will again top in Secondary Examinations and will keep the banner of his school high despite of the shock of death of his father and his prolonged sickness. He as such took the matter seriously and first he called the clerk who dealt with the Application Form.
Poor clerk told that with the photo on form and with D/o before father’s name, any one will take it as the form from a girl and with every good sense and for helping a student he made the appropriate corrections as keeping it “Miss” and adding “a” in end of name “Sunit”. In broad it came out that it was a BIG MISTAKE on part of school administration that without checking office records, some corrections were made and then the form was verified by the head of school by putting his signatures and stamp on it.
Headmaster immediately phoned to CBSE Secretary and told him all that has happened and that it’s a matter of saving or spoiling one full year of a most talented student of his school. The Secretary of CBSE after a brief consultation and gathering some information clearly showed his inability to do any favor as all the preparations for conducting examinations has been done. Roll numbers are already allotted keeping the girls in one group and the boys in another group. He also told that this time they have managed separate examination centers for boys and girls so that all the girls are at all girls’ center only and boys at another place for examinations.
Headmaster also apologized for what has happened and told me clearly that if Sunit agrees to appear in examination as Sunita, he should be informed so that he can make necessary corrections in school records for Sunit to make him Sunita.
On the way back to my home I thought a lot over the whole situation. At one end I found it proper to let Sunil appear as Sunita for examinations (for almost 20 days) and at other hand I was also feeling happy to get another daughter with me for at least few days and teach her some girly things and manners.
As such I reached back to home deciding to convince Sunit to play as Sunita for some days but not forcing him to do so. The positive thing was that if Sunit appears in examinations as Sunita, full two months will be in our hand to decide what to do in future.
Sunit
My aunt came to my room as it was almost evening time and started telling me what she did in the school and what the results were. Hearing her I just wanted to cry again when my aunt consoled me again and asked me to control myself and instead of crying, give a thought to the matter in the night from every angle and convey her my decision in next morning and not to tell any thing to Shivani on this matter. She told me one most appealing thing that I have always accepted the challenges in my life and have come out most successfully so far so I should accept it as a challenge because living a girl’s life is much more tougher then living as a male in this society and destiny has thrown this challenge on me to accept the life of a girl for few days and emerge out as a most successful girl. I agreed and went down as normal as I could be for watching some television and having my dinner.
In night I could not sleep properly up to midnight and gave proper thought to every aspect. My brain told me to appear in the examinations fully prepared, may it be as Sunita, feel the world as a girl also as it is not going to change me genetically into a girl, accept this challenge of life also and emerge out most successfully. My heart though not accepted for mere fear of what others will tell about me.. a sissy boy .. Or else how all, and in particular my aunt and sister will accept me as a girl??
In the end I arrived at the firm decision to accept the challenge and prove my worth and capacity as a girl also. Then I fall asleep for rest of the night.
The Changes started
This fine morning I woke up nicely with a determination and a sweet smile on my face, got freshened and before I go down for having a cup of O.J. (Orange Juice) I saw my aunt entering in my room with a smile on her face and a finger on her lips keeping me quite for a moment. She closed the door of my room and asked me to talk in a very low voice. After wishing her good morning I asked her what’s the matter is? She replied ... She was sure that I will accept the challenge of my life as she knew my nature and has seen in past how I came out of every thing after loosing my mother, then father, not having any close friend to accompany me and that this time again I will come out with flying colors and will be a topper again as Sunita also.
I also smiled back and told her the she is right and I have decided to accept this challenge also. I also told her what my heart was telling me about my acceptability as Sunita to her, my sister Shivani and others who knew me as a boy. She hugged me again and told me that she and her daughter both will love to have Sunita around them to make it all girls home. Then about the lady servants not to worry as she will deal with them about it and they too will like it. Then none else knew much about me as throughout my life so far I did not have many friends in school or outside.
She also told me the important features about living like a girl. One on top is Looks and Appearance, Second is Female Voice, and third is Behavior like walking, talking, and body language.
Looks and Appearance: It consists on suitable dress, smart girl’s look, and difference between living in room alone and coming out before others.
She told me that since I carry the features of my mother in full, I will emerge out as a most beautiful girl without any makeup even. Then she will teach me about appropriate dresses and other accessories to wear according to the occasion as even in normal days, day appearance and evening appearance have a big difference.
Female Voice: It is another main aspect of a girl. Female voice is not just a pitch of voice but has its own vibrations and knots just like singing a song.
I was lucky that so far my voice has not broken and with some practice it will be possible for me to achieve not only proper but a singing voice.
She told me that for this while reading my books I have to read the books some loud enough practicing female voice. Then I have to observe girls in real life as well on television how the ups and downs in pitch arises and what remain the facial and hands action that time.
She did not know that as a fun and relaxation I was already doing it unknowingly and has a very good control over my voice. Even some times in alone I mimicked some sing song type voices. It became just my hobby and a fun for me.
Behavior: She told me that she will teach a lot to me about it and I have to keep watching other ladies/girls how they walk talk and move body on various occasions and soon I will be in practice to it. She assured me that all in the house will keep helping me to attain required mannerism.
Finally she told me that as all this requires some preparations and a lot of practice, I have now 19 full days at my hand before my examination starts and that right from today I will be changed into Sunita so that before examinations I will be fully prepared to act and behave as Sunita very confidently along with my studies.
Her last words were … “WHEN YOU STARTS AS SUNITA, FORGET ABOUT YOUR MALE SELF IN FULL AND REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE A GIRL” “If I will keep feeling inside that I am a boy, nothing will work properly and I will always be afraid of unnecessary things and as such will do more and more mistakes making it worse and if I will forget about my male self, I will be very easy and will adopt all required for a sweet girl.”
I smilingly agreed to all she told and determined to act upon from the very moment she asks me to appear as Sunita.
Before going out of my room she told me to be normal to her and Shivani and act and behave like a normal boy till she declares the right time. She waved her hand and went down stairs.
Transition
Aunt Kavita : I was very much eager and exited to see Sunit transforming into Sunita and love her as my another daughter, teaching her various aspects of a girl’s life as it was all going for a minimum of 35 days for Sunit to remain as Sunita. Since last evening I was very much sure that Sunit will accept the challenge and as such started preparing for the time.
At first I decided that it will be ME to see the Sunita first and it will be a surprise to Shivani and all others to see Sunita and even whether they all recognize her and how the accept the change ?
So first I managed an appointment with my beautician at my beauty parlor and I had an appointment of 11 am this morning. She was close friend of me so I told her all about Sunit and requested to take the matter in her own hands to transform Sunit into Sunita.
I finished all my morning routines early, had asked Sunit to get ready, went to market to shop for some required accessories.
First I went to a dress store and bought two Churidar and one Salwar suit with matching Chunnis for a girl of age 15 with normal built. Then I purchased a ladies bag with clutch purse. Then I bought few packets of Bindis and then I went to purchase a pair of ladies chappals with moderate 2 inch heels. Then I purchased nice ladies wrist watch suitable for a girl. I then went to buy some lingerie and bought 2 pairs of simple bra and penty of size 28. I saw breast forms made of sponge in a shop and got a pair of size 30.
Since my husband was in Canada that time, I phoned him and asked him to immediately buy a pair of real looking silicon breast forms of size 30 with adhesive and its remover and send it to me by air currier and that I will tell him all when he will be back to home next week.
I kept all my purchase in a pack in my car and proceeded to home. Then I called for Sunit to come down and go with me as it was approaching the time for beauty parlor.
We reached parlor. Immediately, my friend Nidhi, the chief of parlor came and welcomed me and Sunit. She then told me that it will take almost two to three hours to do all the work so I can either wait in reception area or go to attend some other work. I handed over the pack of my purchases this morning and left the parlor to attend some other work. I decided to shift Sunita on ground floor to a room adjacent to bedroom of Shivani so make necessary changes in the room though not much was required.
Nidhi
I am a perfect beautician running this beauty parlor successfully but it was a fun for me to transform a boy into a girl. I took Sunit in one separate room and asked him to do what I say to him and don’t feel shy or embraced at all.
I first had a look in the packet Kavita left with me to know what it contains taking all items out of it and then selected a set of lingerie and a set of churidar and ladies chappals.
I told Sunit to remove all his clothes without feeling embraced as a full body inspection is required for his transition. Sunit then got fully necked and I inspected him from all angles. I inspected his whole body for unwanted hairs and found that he do not have any body hairs except very few just like any normal girl may have. No facial hairs were seen. His eye lashes are very nice for a girl. Color of eyes is also very suitable for a girl. His eyebrows need a slight work to look more feminine by giving a little arc only. His chest needed proper padding to appear like a 15 yrs. old girl. His hips are quite broad and most feminine for a girl of his age.
As such not much work was required to do except a nice hair cut and style, manicure, pedicure, facial, a very light makeup and painting all the nails.
I asked Sunit to wear the panty and then his jeans and shirt again and come and sit on the stall outside.
It took almost a little less then two hours to set his hairs, give him facial, manicure, pedicure and painting all the 20 nails. He was then again taken to the separate room and I gave him bra to wear and helped him in it. Then I inserted breast forms in the bra and adjusted the bra straps. During all this process I keep telling him how to comb his hairs and how to wear bra properly etc. Before a light makeup I wanted to dress her in full as such I asked him to wear the Churidar suit which I selected for his first dressing.
Then I asked (not now him) her to wear ladies chappals and wrist watch.
So far she was not allowed to look into a mirror; without any makeup; a most beautiful girl was standing before me.
Then I started her makeup with Mascara, Eyeliner, some rose to highlight cheek bones and lipstick. I noticed her in full and need to add some thing more. I went out and managed to get a neck chain and clip on ear studs (though artificial and cheap but nicely designed) and put on them to Sunita.
I was done and now was the time to present her before herself, Kavita and all others in the parlor and outside open world.
One thought came to my mind and I asked Sunita to remove her churidar and panty for a while. Then I did one trick, I pressed her balls inside her skin, pushed her Adams apple pressed in the skin in such a way that it will not be painful for her and then put a sanitary napkin over it and raised back her panty. This gave a nice female flat front look to her. When she raised back her churidar I slipped my hand over her crotch area and found all fine feeling.
I earlier gave a call to Kavita and asked her to reach back to parlor and see how her girl has appeared.
Kavita
While Sunit was in parlor I went to a room decorator and furniture service shop and asked them to visit my house and do all required things completed as early as possible. Upon inspection of the room, the decorator told me that not much is required to be done then that of some minor adjustments and a little decoration and all will take only two hours and the room will be ready.
As the work in room was about to complete I got a call from parlor to reach back and as such I got freshen up again and changed to a nice sari. By then the decoration work got completed so after settling the bill, me and the decorator persons left the house.
After reaching parlor and waiting for a few minutes, I was called in and their came out one cutest young girl.
First she was made to turn to a full length mirror and see herself as Sunita for the first time. Only one word came out of her lip that IS IT ME AUNT? And of course all in the parlor clapped and told her that yes she is the girl Sunita, another daughter to her aunt. And I started crying when she replied that now not aunt but my Mummy Kavita. She told that she is Sunita and I am her mommy.
Wowwww, what a stunning beauty came out and was standing with me. With all the facial features of her mother she was looking so familiar to me and when she told that she is my daughter now I became proud of my new daughter.
Yes ofcourse she was not at all recognizable as Sunit any more so I thought to present her before my daughter Shivani so I phoned her to go to her school, meet the headmaster and get a certificate from him that the girl in photo affixed and signed on this certificate is the regular student of class X of his school and will be appearing in the Secondary School Examinations to be held this year, so that Sunita don’t have any trouble at the examination center during examinations. I also told her that we will fix the photo of Sunita later on the certificate. When Shivani started to talk more on this, I stopped her and told her that we will talk more after her returning back.
I guessed that the time Shivani will take to go to school and come back with certificate will be sufficient for us to return back to home after doing some more tasks in the market.
After settling the parlor bill, we went out to our car. I wanted to talk with her a lot about how she is feeling but decided to let her enjoy her feminity in full and then I will talk with her about it.
We then proceeded towards a jeweler’s shop where I got her ears and nose pierced. Three piercing in each ear and one in nose. All was done with gun piercing and filled with Golden studs and dangling ear rings in the lower holes of both the ears. All to suit on a girl like her. I also purchased a nice gold chain with a small pendent in it and removing the earlier chain I put it on her. With this simple addition of earrings, nose pin and chain in neck she
looked much more beautiful now.
Then came the Bangles shop and I asked the shopkeeper to put few Bangles on her wrist.
I was in surprise and utmost disbelief seeing Sunita walking from Car to Shop and back to Car at all the places in a very girly manner but kept mum till she talk with me at home.
I also got a call from School that required certificate will be given to Shivani within few minutes and that Shivani will be back to home soon after that.
All this time Sunita kept mum and didn’t spoke a single word.
We reached our home and Sunita entered in the house with me holding the bag of all the girls’ item remained in the packet I left at parlor. She now kept her ladies purse on her shoulder.
Only two lady servants were at home that time so we entered and set in drawing room to relax and asked servant to prepare two glasses of cold drink for us. And then came a loud shout from the door … “not two but three” and she was Shivani.
Shivani came in and saw the girl sitting with me and told Namaste to Sunita without recognizing her, just out of normal curtsy. Then she turned towards me and asked me “mommy, who is this ravishing beauty? Please introduce me to her.” I replied “I think you know her”. Meanwhile I saw Sunita got up and hugged Shivani very tight from behind and told her that she was her sister. Astonishingly her voice was that of a female and still Shivani could not recognize her and felt embraced in tight hugs of Sunita. Then Shivani turned towards Sunita, kept looking to her face and then expression of disbelief appeared on her face with her mouth wide open. After pausing for a minute (it seemed like hours) she shouted IS IT YOU SUNIT?? A cute smile appeared on face of Sunita and Shivani started shouting and dancing with Sunita but still in disbelief.
I had to intervene and asked them to be comfortable and sit on sofa properly to have a nice talk. Shivani obeyed me and took Sunita hand in hand to sofa and asked her “Sunita, were you ever a boy? How does your voice changed so feminine and how you managed to look so cute, smart and sexy? Ohhh, hundreds of question came out of her spontaneously. I was also astonished seeing a quite confident Sunita so early and more that her voice was almost a singing voice of a girl as if she were practicing of all that for long and was a born girl.
Sunita
Hey Shivani, my god, how can I reply your such big questions? One by one darling sister. I saw tears of joy and happiness in her eyes. She took my hands and started moving towards her room when mummy opened the door of adjacent room and told both of us that now this is the room of Sunita and you both sit here in this room and have a nice talk. And she went away to her room leaving me and Shivani alone in now my room.
Now Shivani asked me to stand in front of her and started inspecting me in full. Then her mouth fell open when she touched my breasts and then her hand slide towards my crotch. When she touched my crotch area from above my churidar she cried again and told how it is possible?
Hearing the cry of Shivani, my mummy rushed to us and asked Shivani why she was crying? For the first Shivani could not reply and dropped her face but a minute later she took hands of my mummy and put it on my churidar on crotch area. My mummy was shocked for a moment but when she too felt the flat crotch area, her mouth too dropped and then she asked me, how and what it’s all?
My face got red and I put my eyes down and mustered the courage to tell her that it’s the work done by her parlor friend. She appeared a little shocked and then asked me to open the churidar and bring down the panty. I hesitated then she told me not to shy as we are all girls now. I obeyed her and then she inspected that area and finding what was done and it was safe, she asked me to wear my clothes again and told that it’s a well-done work by her friend. Then again she left our room.
Shivani asked many questions on my appearance, looks and my female sing song voice. I replied in a line that only thing I did is to forget about my male self and confident in my mind for being a girl and rest appears to be a God Gift.
She caught me by my shoulders and we were standing in front of full length mirror on my dressing. There appeared a picture of two beautiful girls and for sure I found myself as more attractive and sexy looking then my sister.
I also noticed that I appear elder to her and she too noticed it and told me that she is now jealous of me for being such a cute, sexy and big girl but at the same time she is proud of having such a ravishing beautiful sister to her. Then she told to me that tomorrow will be all girls shopping day and that she will help me in selecting a full wardrobe of clothes and accessories of my own. Then we cuddled down on the bed and fall asleep immediately.
In the evening when we wakeup after a short sleep, we smoothened our dresses, got freshened and came out to the drawing room area. Soon after door bell ringed and I preferred to open the door myself and saw a young lady with a case in her hands standing on door asking for my mummy.
I welcomed her in my girly voice and requested her to sit on sofa meanwhile I will call my mummy. I preferred first to offer a glass of orange juice and a glass of OJ to Shivani also and went in to call my mummy. Mummy came out and welcomed to her friend introducing her to us telling the she is Dr. Chitra, her old friend from college days who is now practicing in our city as a Plastic Surgeon as well a gynecologist as she was possessing two degrees that of a gynecologist and a plastic surgeon. Then she introduced me and Shivani as her daughters. Dr. Chitra knew Shivani well and also new that Shivani was the only daughter of my mummy, she had a question mark on her face about me looking towards me. We all set in drawing room and my mummy started to tell her all about me as “who” I am and how I was made to be a girl. Dr. Chitra now took charge and told my mummy that I am a very cute girl full of girly manners welcoming her nicely and offering her a glass of OJ before calling mummy and I have a nice girly voice and body movements also. She told that still she is not able to believe that I am not a girl at all. She was also surprised to see my appearance and hear my voice.
Then my mummy took her into her room and told her what she felt and saw on my crotch area and does it has any solution in better way. She also told Dr. Chitra that all she wants to be done is for my comfort and safety and that too temporary one for about a month till my examinations are over so that I should feel quite comfortable with other girls even while in girls facility area.
Dr. Chitra agreed and fixed an appointment of next morning - 9 am to inspect me in her hospital and do whatever will be best for me.
It was my mummy who called her friend Dr. Chitra after seeing my crotch area and had a thought to consult to a doctor to have things fixed properly to my comfort and safety. Then Dr. Chitra left for her hospital duty.
When we assembled in dinning area, my sister Shivani declared that tomorrow will be a shopping day for girls but my mummy interrupted her saying that I have an appointment fixed for tomorrow morning 9 am in the hospital of Dr.Chitra and rest depends on all what she says and does. And if I am in a position to move, we all will go for shopping, otherwise Sunita has a few required things with her to pass for a day or two and rest Shivani will share her things with Sunita.
This way day first of myself Sunita went on. I bid Good night to my mummy and Shiavani and went to my room. Shivani stopped me for a moment and gave me one beautiful night gown of her to wear in night. Though she wanted to stay with me and talk a lot more but visualizing that all my full day activity has made me some tired, went to her room.
I changed in nightgown and went to sleep immediately I went to my bed.
Day Two of Sunita
Next morning I got up early, got freshen up, took bath and started wearing dress. I felt some difficulty in wearing bra but then I remembered what Nidhi Madam taught to me at parlor and then it was easy for me to wear bra, insert breast forms and adjust bra straps. Today I decided to wear Salwar Suit. I tried to tug in my balls and penis as yesterday Nidhi Madam did but I was not successful in it so I just pressed them a little in my skin and covered the area with another napkin that Nidhi Madam gave to me.
I tried to comb and style my hairs and was successful in achieving a better look. Now for the makeup part, I wish to try but then I kept it for my sister to help me and do it. All my ear rings, nose pin and chain and bangles were already in place.
Actually now is time to tell you all, how I felt as a girl since I was transformed at parlor, then in market shopping, at jewelers shop and while wearing bangles for the first time ever.
Two days before I never thought a little bit even to wear a girl’s dress, have a make over at ladies beauty parlor and look like a girl. Then the things started moving very fast and I took the decision to become and act perfectly as a girl and accepting it as a challenge I gave it my full confidence and forgot in total that I was ever a boy. Then my fun playing with different female voices earlier just for mimicry and fun sake, I got more confidence to feel like a perfect girl. I was sure of my appearance like a most beautiful girl as I was having my mother’s facial similarity.
Even though, the time I passed in a ladies beauty parlor, my makeover by a lady, then getting my ears and nose pierced, then wearing ladies heals and finally the great sound of glass bangles in my hands, my outing as girl in open and getting a most lovable mommy and a sweet sister, all in a single day was most fascinating to me. To be true in one sentence “I ENJOYED IT WHOLE HEARTEDLY.”
As such I came out of dream situation and went out of my room towards kitchen to get some tea or coffee for me. When I was entering in the kitchen, I heard a voice of lady servant, “Miss sahiba” You are ready so early? Tell me please, what you want? A cup of Tea or Coffee or else and please sit, I will bring one for you. It was very pleasant in early morning to be addressed and accepted as “Miss”. I told her that I want a cup of some strong coffee with normal sugar and went back to my room. Soon after a few minutes, my mummy and sister both entered to my room. We wished Good Morning and they too set in my room. They had not taken bath yet but got up, got fresh and awaiting a cup of coffee for them too.
Looking to me and finding that I am ready, my mummy asked me that had I taken my bath. Why a got up and got ready so early? Could I sleep well in night and is all right with me? I told her that mummy please don’t worry. Every thing is fine with me. I got a good sleep and I am habitual to get up early in the morning. I am not fully ready yet as I need some help in getting my makeup done and asked her “Are my hairs well styled and combed?” My mummy tried to getup but my sister stopped her and told that first we should enjoy our coffee and then she will help me getting my hairs done again and get my makeup on.
While enjoying our coffee, I reminded my mummy about the appointment with Dr. Chitra. She replied back that she will be ready well in time and Shivani will also be ready to accompany us to the hospital.
We reached to the hospital of Dr. Chitra. She welcomed all of us and asked my mummy and sister to wait in her room and took me to inspection room.
She asked me to not to hesitate as she is a doctor and then asked me to remove my salwar and panty. With a little hesitation I did it and she inspected my crotch area. She asked me a few questions about my sexual arousal. It was strange that in these two days, after all that happened, wearing and appearing and playing as a girl, hugging and cuddling with my sister and sleeping with her on same bad for few hours in day, nothing got me aroused as a boy or a girl. Dr. surprised on it and wanted to have a discussion with my mummy. On coming to know that my father died in recent past and I was serious sick and the situation in which I was, She took it easy and told that since I did not paid any attention to my situation, my transformation from a boy to girl and accepting all like a challenge, its nothing serious. Then she consulted with my mummy again for few minutes and then I was told that a minor work (may say a very minor surgery) is needed and that it will need two days complete rest for me and then after almost a week I will be all fine to do all my routine work.
Dr. Chitra explained to me in detail what she wishes to do with my genitals. She told me that after applying local anesthesia, she will dig my balls under my skin and get it stitched. She will then put a little cut on my skin below my penis and will put my penis under it in such a way that I will have no pain, no difficulty in peeing and from outside it will look like a female vagina. Even if I go nude to take bath and some one see me, all will think me of a female only from vaginal area at least. She also told me that she will give an injection in my penis area so that for next 15 days at least I will not get any sexual arousal.
I told her that I want it all for only about a month so every thing must be temporary only and nothing should harm my male organs.
She assured me that what she told to me to be done will not at all do any damage. Upon my agreeing to it, she started the process. It took almost 2 hours in Operation Theater. When all was done, I was brought out and was asked to take rest in hospital itself till evening as she wanted to keep me under observations. I was relieved from hospital at about 5 pm and as such was taken to home by my mummy and sister. Next two days I took complete rest and could not take a bath even to avoid wetness in operated area. I felt a mild pain in that area for that night only and next morning I was fine though but my mummy and sister forcefully kept me lying on my bed.
Any way, I was on my toes again after two days and then as my sister was waiting for the time, we all went for a shopping spree.
Whole day we remained busy in shopping for almost all that a girl required. I was made known to various things from fitting, size, colors, designs in lingerie and cloth deportment, bangles and jewelry, make up, lipstick, footwear and nail varnish. We enjoyed our lunch in a nice restaurant and though I was feeling tiredness, I enjoyed it all a lot and we returned to home.
I went to my bed and immediately fall asleep and when I woke up after about an hour or so, I found that my sister and mummy has neatly put all our purchases at appropriate places in my room. I kept telling my mummy that why so much she is spending on me as it’s only for a month to be used and then … she stopped me and told me not to worry about it. Since me and my sister were of even size, that all may be of her use. I lot of photos were also taken of individual me as well with mummy and sister. One nice photo was pasted on the certificated issued by the headmaster and I signed across it.
So now I was a girl in open for all and with my voice, appearance and female mannerism I got more and more confidence and forget at all that I was a boy underneath. My mummy, sister, servants and every one whom we met, took me as a genetic girl and within a week I too started enjoying my feminine side. Our home became all girls home. The time flew away and came the day of starting for examinations. I and Shivani got same examination center and since our names also in the same alphabetical sequence, we got the same room thus I always had company of Shivani and we made some nice friends from other schools. While on the roads, we always got whistles from boys and road side Romeos and I learned how to enjoy it all and avoid some situation without feeling any humiliation. Every day I was learning every aspect of female life and by the end of examination I felt good in remaining as a girl instead of going back as a boy.
A MONTH IN FEMINITY EXTENDED TO TWO MORE
On last day of examinations after returning home, I did not tried to become a boy again and no one also asked to do so or commented on it. Again in night I was analyzing my situation. I felt that I liked it much remaining as a girl then that of a boy. Wearing all floral print and silky dresses, jewelry, bangles, paayal (anklets), ear rings, bindi, makeup, lipstick, nail polish were all the fun and enjoyment of being a girl and also no restrictions on my movements in or out side of home. Then I felt me more close to my mummy and sister as a girl myself.
Whereas becoming a boy again was a matter of loosing all the above and remain all alone in my room on first floor. As such I felt it better to remain as a girl for some more days. But before my mummy and sister I pretended to go back to male self. Next morning after morning routines I just put a night suit of a boy keeping all girly things in tact on my body, even brushing my hairs in same female style, I came out of my room. The first was lady servant to ask me why I have wear boy’s dress. I should go back and put a nighty. Same time my mummy came out and asked me to do so. So I went back to my room and appeared back as a girl wearing night gown. I asked for coffee for all us in my room and when my sister joined me and mummy I started telling them that since my examinations are over and there is no practical need for me to remain as a girl, I should switch back to Sunit. My sister started weeping and tears also rolled down from my mummy’s eyes. They asked me if I can remain as a girl for few more days as they loved to live with Sunita much more then Sunit though they loved Sunit equally but living with Sunita was more pleasant and easy for them.
I told them that after all there will be an end to it some day so why not now?
They both told me that I am right but they want to feel Sunita with them for few more days and afterwards they have to live with Sunit for rest of the life.
I smiled and hiding my own pleasure I accepted to remain as Sunita for some more days.
Likewise days kept on rolling and it went for whole two months of summer vacations for Sunita to live and enjoy as a young girl. We enjoyed many outings, going for shopping. Visiting temples and offering our prayers and getting blessings from temple priests and elders like “Sumangali Bhava”.
During these two months mummy asked me and Shivani to join her in kitchen, laundry and other womanly work at home to learn a few aspects of home science. Some time she will teach both of us stitching, sewing, knitting etc. to make us a perfect woman. We all were enjoying this time very much in our own mind setup. Mummy enjoyed it having two daughters, Shivani enjoying it having a sister and I enjoyed it living as a girl.
IT EXTENDED TO ANOTHER TERM
One fine day after almost two months of examinations, we got a call from our School Headmaster. He congratulated my mummy and conveyed that I am a Gold Medalist now. I have scored highest marks in three subjects and as such declared a Gold Medalist. The results will be out today in news papers but he got this information from CBSE Secretary last night. He informed that Gold Medal will be awarded to Sunita in the next 3 or 4 months and that Sunita will be invited to a ceremony at Town Hall and some state authority will present it to Sunita.
We went for the news paper and found that I and Shivani both achieved 1st Class. Actual marks will be known only after getting our Mark Sheets. On front page of the News Paper was my photo from examination form declaring me winner of Gold Medal with my school’s name.
School Headmaster: It was a matter of joy for me to have an outstanding brilliant student who won Gold Medal and brought the name of the school high, it also created a tension on me as the Gold Medalist was Sunita and not Sunit. School record did not show any Sunita being a student of the school and other students of X class will also ask that who is this Sunita?
I invited a meeting of few teachers of my school and discussed whole issue with them telling them due to clerical mistake it all happened and he had to pull it on to save one year of a brilliant student which ultimately brought the name of school high. It was discussed in length that as Sunita earned Gold Medal and it was to be awarded to her by some State Authority, all will be highlighted in Media also and if any one come to know the facts, it may become a big case against school and even school may have to be close down.
Even after long discussion nothing concrete emerged out. A lady teacher came with an outcome. It was to change all school records for Sunit to make her Sunita and a girl instead of a boy. It was easy for us to do. Then
it was matter concerning other students of school. It came out that we shall call a meeting of all the students and tell them that Sunit was actually Sunita since beginning in all school records but she was pertained as a boy Sunit for saving her own life as her parents requested for it. Some astrologer told them that this girl will live only if she is lived as a boy until her age of 15. As such school accepted it as in school records she was always a girl and only in appearance she was a boy. There was no problem from parents and relatives of Sunita as such all agreed on it and acted upon.
In the meeting of students Sunita was also called and presented before all the students as a girl and seeing her in her full glory of a girl, every one believed every thing told to them as TRUE.
So for school record and from school side Sunit was Sunita and a girl, not a boy. All the school staff personally thanked me and my family for supporting them as such saving the school from a big dilemma.
Sunita: This all became a very big issue for me and my family. Though we all were enjoying me as a girl with them but in every though and sense it was only for few months and not for ever.
First it came to continue as Sunita for one more year till I get admission in some nice Senior Secondary School (our school was a Secondary School only), get my Gold Medal and then pass out XI class as Sunita. Then it came that if I had to continue as Sunita, it will be for two more years a minimum as I will have another certificate at Senior Secondary level only that means after two more years of study. This all became too serious matter for our consideration. I was a girl Sunita as per my Secondary School records and if in any case I have to continue my studies I will have to live as Sunita.
Our earlier thinking that even after passing secondary school examination I may choose to reappear in it as a boy Sunit if I prefer so, was no where available now as all my school record was changed to show me as a girl Sunita and even if I prefer to reappear in secondary examination, I will have to be a girl Sunita. So this option was now not at all available to me. Then what left for me? Discontinue my studies for ever? No in no way any one of us will accept it.
Study at home and appear as a private student in senior secondary examination as Sunit was also not possible due to secondary certificate will be issued in the name of Miss Sunita and not Mr. Sunit. A Secondary School pass certificate is a must for any one appearing in Sr. Secondary Examinations, may be even as a private student. So this option was also not available to me.
Only thing remained now is continue as Sunita at least for two more years.
Wohhhhhhhh, passing my secondary school examination with distinction and earning a gold medal made me live like a female for ever or atleast for two more years. And yes, only next day it came openly as a fact before us that my change as a girl was a for ever change now or I will have to discontinue my studies and become a just Secondary pass boy.
Yes, next morning we all were sitting when Dr. Chitra arrived to us. She also knew it from local media that I have won Gold Medal in my Secondary Examinations as Sunita. She told all of us that the changed she made in my genital area were temporary one and was just for a month but we already stretched it to more then two months now. It will seriously harm my genitals now if it continued any more. She told us that if in any case I have to continue as Sunita for more period She has to first undo what she done earlier and adopt more advanced course to keep me as a girl and this advance course will definitely deteriorate my male being as some Harmon treatment and some advance surgery will be required to keep me as Sunita.
She told openly that either I stop being a girl immediately OR decide to live as a female for ever. No other way is available as to stop me from developing as a boy she has to give me anti testerone medicines and give booster dosage to enhance level of estrogen in my body so that I do not grow as a boy but grow as a girl. She also told that my testical balls will have to removed first as it can not be keep pressed under skin for long and may cause cancer even.
Then she left telling us to decide it in full and final and come to her hospital for further needful.
This entire situation was tending towards my permanent transformation to a girl. First I was to live as a girl for a minimum of two more years and who knows after that upto my graduation. That means 2 plus 3 = 5 more years. As per Dr. Chitra, living some more time as a girl may risk my life and if I decide to live life of a female, it will need more advanced permanent medical supervision.
We three were sitting in my room and were very serious. Though we all were enjoying my being girl in a great way but no one was mentally prepared to make it a permanent one. My education needed me as a girl but medical science wanted it to make for ever or no more. We could not reach to any decision. My mummy phoned to Dr. Chitra who invited all of us at her hospital in after noon. She told to mummy that she will also invite one medical councilor so that we can discuss and decide some thing in my favor.
IT TURNED TO BE A PERMANENT TRANSITION
In afternoon we all arrived at hospital of Dr. Chitra where medical councilor was also available. He was narrated all about me by Dr. Chitra before our arrival so seeing us he questioned “where is the boy who need counseling?”
When I said “it’s me” he could not believe his eyes and ears. He told you are a girl and you do not need any counseling to be a girl. So we all laughed. He was made clear that it is me only who is a boy and wanted his counseling to become a girl. He laughed and told that you don’t need any counseling as you are born to be a girl and not a guy. Then discussion started and finally I had to agree for my permanent transition to a female if at all I had to live a nice life of a well literate as a lady. Actually all we three of my family were very happy in our inner most on this decision as I liked it most to live as a girl and my mummy and my sister always liked to have one more girl with them instead of a boy.
So now it was going to be my transformation to a girl for ever in my life. We were told of all the things, leading to Sex Reassignment Surgery, all during next 5 years of my education to graduate and final surgery to be performed during summer vacation in between my 2nd year or final year of graduation.
To make it short, As such, when I passed my graduation examination I was a girl in every sense having my own real breasts and vagina. Actually to say I was one of most beautiful girl of my college. During my college education many boys tried to become close to me. My sister Shivani always remained with me till we completed our graduation. As always I kept my record to always top the classes and winning many more medals and cups during my college years.
After college, I decided to complete my MBA whereas Shivani opted for Chartered Accountancy. When I completed my MBA, I was 23 now and my uncle transferred all the assets of my Trust to me and as such I became owner of my own business. I decided to keep it a joint business and as such all was turned to be a big company with my uncle as a Chairman.
Shivani was now got married and left us to her in-laws. I received a proposal of marriage from another business giant family. My uncle enquired all about the boy and family and told me to accept the proposal.
I called the boy to meet me in person and I told him every thing about me. He could not believe it that I was ever a boy. He told me that he was fascinating me from my Senior Secondary School days and always knew me as a girl. He was very much pleased with my disclosure and told me that he likes me more now as myself being a true person. Only thing he enquired if I was alright in department of sexual parts and I told him that it’s all in very good and fine condition. Only thing is that I will not be able to conceive his children. To it he told me that we will see to it and either will adopt some child or try to find some surrogate mother to bear his seed.
It was all decided then and I got married. We could also find a nice lady to bear the seed of my husband and give birth to our child. This way we now have a boy and girl as our son and daughter.
We have now a very big business and I am the Managing Director of my group of companies.
Apart from my happy family life I am most successful Business Woman.
I am Managing Director of a group of companies dealing in Manufacturing and exporting various items.
Yes, till my age of 15th I was a handsome and charming boy named Sunit
Gupta. I was only son of my parents and I enjoyed very pleasant life. I was born with all facial charms of my mother. She was a very fair colored and most beautiful lady, inteligent and talented one.
My father was from a business family having a brother younger by 2 years then him. They both loved each other very much and were successfully running their own big business. My uncle was having one daughter. Her name is Shivani.
My life till I was 11 yrs old was good. But I always missed my father who remained utmost busy with his business and foreign tours for most of his life leaving me alone with my mother who parented me both as a mother and a father. My father and uncle were living in a very big house, a house with a big courtyard and two floors consisting of four bed rooms, Drawing, Dinning, Kitchen and Store on each floor. We lived on 1st floor whereas my uncle lived on Ground Floor. My uncle also was a very busy person as such both our families lived as one and we all loved each other like one single family.
I was in 6th standard then my mother was detected cancer patient and after fighting with the disease for 2 years she passed away when I had just completed my VIII standard examinations at the age of 13 years only.
I got all the facial features of my mother with a fair skin, hazel blue eyes and
talent. A always used to complete my course when it was in middle of the session in the class room and always topped my classes.
After the death of my mother, my father broke down. He remained out of city for most of his time so my aunt (Kavita) and cousin sister (Shivani) took full care of me and loved me just like their own son and brother.
My father set a trust for me with his entire share in business. My uncle was the chief trustee and it was made in such a way that as and when I need any money I will get it and after my attaining age of 21 years, all the assets will be transferred to me.
When I was in X standard preparing for my secondary examination, in the month of October my father died due to a road accident in UK. Once again I was in deep grief and as a result I fell sick. I almost broke down and fall serious ill. Till this time I never fancied wearing girl’s dresses or living like a girl. But the destiny kept playing its role with me and soon I was turned into a girl and faced the world as a girl.
How it all started
After the death of my father, I was in grief and then fell serious sick. It was time for submitting examination forms for my secondary examinations. My sister Shivani and I were in same class. We were of almost equal age and built. She helped a lot in my study and class work yet I always was on top in the class. As such she brought the examination form at home for me and asked me to sign it only and rest she will take care to complete it. A photographer was also called to take my photo for fixing it on examination form and on admission card. Before photo was taken, my sister fixed my hairs and gave me a nice shirt with floral prints on it to wear so that photo comes nice.
And from here the story starts: While filling examination form my sister put my name as Sunit Gupta but ignored Mr. /Miss portion to cut the Miss and make it Mr. Sunit Gupta. Then as in practice for herself instead of “Son of” she made it D/o. just a minor mistake without any intensions from her side.
Then was the photograph of me. Due to sad demise of my father and then my own long sickness I could not go to a hairdresser and as such my head hairs grew some long. Then again my sister fixed my hairs and that was in a feminine way as being a routine for her. Then was the floral print shirt which I was wearing. Photos also came with a small dot in middle of my eye brows just like a “bindiya” Indian girls use to fix and hairs touching my neck. None of us paid any attention to these things and my examination form was submitted in the school. As such it was all normal till my admission card was received in the month of March, just before 20 days of start of our examinations.
During checking the forms, the clerk viewing my photo on form and finding the word “D/o” thought that its of a girl and as such he did two things … one he ticked on “Miss” instead of “Mr.” and added “a” at the end of my name making it “Sunita” instead of Sunit. In routine, my form was also got stamped and signed by the Head Master of our school and forwarded to CBSE office.
I kept busy in recovering my health and my studies preparing for my examination. My sister helped me with all my school work and it was not difficult for me at all to cover up as I already completed and revised my study course but still she always took care of every thing of mine being my sweet elder sister.
Here one thing you all may know that the Secondary School Certificate is always the first and prime proof of any one’s Date of Birth and Gender which has to be carried throughout further education and life onwards.
So, just before 20 days of Examinations my Admission Card arrived in School and was brought to home by my sister without noticing any thing wrong in it. She gave it to me at home and went down to her own room.
I had a look on it and at first glance I too could not notice any thing wrong in it and kept it on table. After some time I wanted to keep it safe in drawer when suddenly I saw “Miss” before my name. Then I examined it carefully.
First shock was the photograph on it. Was it mine or of a girl? In first place though the face was mine but it appeared like a girl’s face especially with long hairs styled in a feminine way on head and a dot in the middle of my eyebrows.
Then came the word “Miss” before my name and that too written as “Sunita”.
Finally came the second line “D/o” instead of Son of.
Yes all it was, for sure, the Admission Card of a girl named Miss Sunita Gupta.
I immediately started crying hard and tears started flowing out of my eyes.
Hearing my cry, my aunt and sister ran to my room along with few lady servants in the house and asked me what happened to me and why I am crying so hard. After some time I could get some posture and asked servants to go down and then placed my admission card in the hands of my sister telling her that what she has done.
Again she could not notice any thing wrong but then I invited her attention to my picture and other deformities in it and asked her how it could be of mine and how I could go and appear in my examination and I again started crying hard.
Meanwhile my sister could feel every thing wrong and then told to her mother all about it apologizing for what has been done by her and that all was not at all with any intensions but as a routine for her being a female.
They both hugged me hard and my aunt consoled me a lot and told me that crying is no solution and that we should sit calmly, discuss the things and arrive at some conclusions.
Some later she told Shivani to go down and take care of other work in house and then hugged me tightly again and kissed on my forehead making me calm down. We started discussing all the pros and cones of the matter and it came to an end with certain possibilities …
One … She will contact school authorities to get the things rectified in the admission card.
Two … If not possible, I will have to skip the examination and reappear next year with real me details and photograph. This way I will have to loose one year of my carrier and all my study will go in vain.
Three … I should appear in examination as a girl. This way we will have time of another 2 months till the results of the examination come and even then I can decide to skip further admission and reappear as male myself in next years secondary examination.
As such my aunt decided the first option first and asked me to remain calm
till she returns back from the school.
Without telling a word to Shivani about where she is going, just told her to take fullest care of me till she returns. As soon she went out, Shivani came to my room and at first she made me swear that I will not cry again and take her talks in very easy and helpful way. She affirmed that she won’t tease me and her whole talk will be taken as a positive solution and in smiling spirits.
She too was feeling guilty for what has been done by her and as such she started feeling sorry again and again.
She summoned the photographer and asked him that from where and how the dot in middle of my eyebrows came in picture. Poor photographer apologized for the mistake and explained that it was not his fault and the dot mark has appeared due to some manufacturing defect in the photo paper and went away.
Then Shivani told me why I had not taken proper care of my hairs before photo was clicked. Had I taken some care of my hairs by properly combing them myself in a boyish style, my photo could have some decent one of a guy and not like that of a gal.
Finally she started weeping admitting her mistake in not marking me as Mr. and then marking D/o instead of Son of. She explained that without any ill motives, just as a routine for herself, she marked it D/o. I had to console her and stop her weeping any more.
Then started her giggles telling me that I should try some of her dresses and for sure I will be quite passable as a girl but will appear as a beautiful girl. She admitted that she will like to have a sweet sister with her more then having a brother as she always missed a sister to her much more then any thing else. After some time, she returned to her room and I also started feeling some what relaxed and thinking all over again.
Till this time my decisions was not to dress like a girl and skip the examinations. I never wanted to be a girl and was most happy being a male self.
My aunt Kavita :
I reached the school and enquired about availability of Head Master. I found him in his office room and he immediately invited me in. I told him all that has happened and showed him the admission card his office has delivered to us.
Headmaster knows Sunit very well as Sunit was always a topper and was expecting that he will again top in Secondary Examinations and will keep the banner of his school high despite of the shock of death of his father and his prolonged sickness. He as such took the matter seriously and first he called the clerk who dealt with the Application Form.
Poor clerk told that with the photo on form and with D/o before father’s name, any one will take it as the form from a girl and with every good sense and for helping a student he made the appropriate corrections as keeping it “Miss” and adding “a” in end of name “Sunit”. In broad it came out that it was a BIG MISTAKE on part of school administration that without checking office records, some corrections were made and then the form was verified by the head of school by putting his signatures and stamp on it.
Headmaster immediately phoned to CBSE Secretary and told him all that has happened and that it’s a matter of saving or spoiling one full year of a most talented student of his school. The Secretary of CBSE after a brief consultation and gathering some information clearly showed his inability to do any favor as all the preparations for conducting examinations has been done. Roll numbers are already allotted keeping the girls in one group and the boys in another group. He also told that this time they have managed separate examination centers for boys and girls so that all the girls are at all girls’ center only and boys at another place for examinations.
Headmaster also apologized for what has happened and told me clearly that if Sunit agrees to appear in examination as Sunita, he should be informed so that he can make necessary corrections in school records for Sunit to make him Sunita.
On the way back to my home I thought a lot over the whole situation. At one end I found it proper to let Sunil appear as Sunita for examinations (for almost 20 days) and at other hand I was also feeling happy to get another daughter with me for at least few days and teach her some girly things and manners.
As such I reached back to home deciding to convince Sunit to play as Sunita for some days but not forcing him to do so. The positive thing was that if Sunit appears in examinations as Sunita, full two months will be in our hand to decide what to do in future.
Sunit
My aunt came to my room as it was almost evening time and started telling me what she did in the school and what the results were. Hearing her I just wanted to cry again when my aunt consoled me again and asked me to control myself and instead of crying, give a thought to the matter in the night from every angle and convey her my decision in next morning and not to tell any thing to Shivani on this matter. She told me one most appealing thing that I have always accepted the challenges in my life and have come out most successfully so far so I should accept it as a challenge because living a girl’s life is much more tougher then living as a male in this society and destiny has thrown this challenge on me to accept the life of a girl for few days and emerge out as a most successful girl. I agreed and went down as normal as I could be for watching some television and having my dinner.
In night I could not sleep properly up to midnight and gave proper thought to every aspect. My brain told me to appear in the examinations fully prepared, may it be as Sunita, feel the world as a girl also as it is not going to change me genetically into a girl, accept this challenge of life also and emerge out most successfully. My heart though not accepted for mere fear of what others will tell about me.. a sissy boy .. Or else how all, and in particular my aunt and sister will accept me as a girl??
In the end I arrived at the firm decision to accept the challenge and prove my worth and capacity as a girl also. Then I fall asleep for rest of the night.
The Changes started
This fine morning I woke up nicely with a determination and a sweet smile on my face, got freshened and before I go down for having a cup of O.J. (Orange Juice) I saw my aunt entering in my room with a smile on her face and a finger on her lips keeping me quite for a moment. She closed the door of my room and asked me to talk in a very low voice. After wishing her good morning I asked her what’s the matter is? She replied ... She was sure that I will accept the challenge of my life as she knew my nature and has seen in past how I came out of every thing after loosing my mother, then father, not having any close friend to accompany me and that this time again I will come out with flying colors and will be a topper again as Sunita also.
I also smiled back and told her the she is right and I have decided to accept this challenge also. I also told her what my heart was telling me about my acceptability as Sunita to her, my sister Shivani and others who knew me as a boy. She hugged me again and told me that she and her daughter both will love to have Sunita around them to make it all girls home. Then about the lady servants not to worry as she will deal with them about it and they too will like it. Then none else knew much about me as throughout my life so far I did not have many friends in school or outside.
She also told me the important features about living like a girl. One on top is Looks and Appearance, Second is Female Voice, and third is Behavior like walking, talking, and body language.
Looks and Appearance: It consists on suitable dress, smart girl’s look, and difference between living in room alone and coming out before others.
She told me that since I carry the features of my mother in full, I will emerge out as a most beautiful girl without any makeup even. Then she will teach me about appropriate dresses and other accessories to wear according to the occasion as even in normal days, day appearance and evening appearance have a big difference.
Female Voice: It is another main aspect of a girl. Female voice is not just a pitch of voice but has its own vibrations and knots just like singing a song.
I was lucky that so far my voice has not broken and with some practice it will be possible for me to achieve not only proper but a singing voice.
She told me that for this while reading my books I have to read the books some loud enough practicing female voice. Then I have to observe girls in real life as well on television how the ups and downs in pitch arises and what remain the facial and hands action that time.
She did not know that as a fun and relaxation I was already doing it unknowingly and has a very good control over my voice. Even some times in alone I mimicked some sing song type voices. It became just my hobby and a fun for me.
Behavior: She told me that she will teach a lot to me about it and I have to keep watching other ladies/girls how they walk talk and move body on various occasions and soon I will be in practice to it. She assured me that all in the house will keep helping me to attain required mannerism.
Finally she told me that as all this requires some preparations and a lot of practice, I have now 19 full days at my hand before my examination starts and that right from today I will be changed into Sunita so that before examinations I will be fully prepared to act and behave as Sunita very confidently along with my studies.
Her last words were … “WHEN YOU STARTS AS SUNITA, FORGET ABOUT YOUR MALE SELF IN FULL AND REMEMBER THAT YOU ARE A GIRL” “If I will keep feeling inside that I am a boy, nothing will work properly and I will always be afraid of unnecessary things and as such will do more and more mistakes making it worse and if I will forget about my male self, I will be very easy and will adopt all required for a sweet girl.”
I smilingly agreed to all she told and determined to act upon from the very moment she asks me to appear as Sunita.
Before going out of my room she told me to be normal to her and Shivani and act and behave like a normal boy till she declares the right time. She waved her hand and went down stairs.
Transition
Aunt Kavita : I was very much eager and exited to see Sunit transforming into Sunita and love her as my another daughter, teaching her various aspects of a girl’s life as it was all going for a minimum of 35 days for Sunit to remain as Sunita. Since last evening I was very much sure that Sunit will accept the challenge and as such started preparing for the time.
At first I decided that it will be ME to see the Sunita first and it will be a surprise to Shivani and all others to see Sunita and even whether they all recognize her and how the accept the change ?
So first I managed an appointment with my beautician at my beauty parlor and I had an appointment of 11 am this morning. She was close friend of me so I told her all about Sunit and requested to take the matter in her own hands to transform Sunit into Sunita.
I finished all my morning routines early, had asked Sunit to get ready, went to market to shop for some required accessories.
First I went to a dress store and bought two Churidar and one Salwar suit with matching Chunnis for a girl of age 15 with normal built. Then I purchased a ladies bag with clutch purse. Then I bought few packets of Bindis and then I went to purchase a pair of ladies chappals with moderate 2 inch heels. Then I purchased nice ladies wrist watch suitable for a girl. I then went to buy some lingerie and bought 2 pairs of simple bra and penty of size 28. I saw breast forms made of sponge in a shop and got a pair of size 30.
Since my husband was in Canada that time, I phoned him and asked him to immediately buy a pair of real looking silicon breast forms of size 30 with adhesive and its remover and send it to me by air currier and that I will tell him all when he will be back to home next week.
I kept all my purchase in a pack in my car and proceeded to home. Then I called for Sunit to come down and go with me as it was approaching the time for beauty parlor.
We reached parlor. Immediately, my friend Nidhi, the chief of parlor came and welcomed me and Sunit. She then told me that it will take almost two to three hours to do all the work so I can either wait in reception area or go to attend some other work. I handed over the pack of my purchases this morning and left the parlor to attend some other work. I decided to shift Sunita on ground floor to a room adjacent to bedroom of Shivani so make necessary changes in the room though not much was required.
Nidhi
I am a perfect beautician running this beauty parlor successfully but it was a fun for me to transform a boy into a girl. I took Sunit in one separate room and asked him to do what I say to him and don’t feel shy or embraced at all.
I first had a look in the packet Kavita left with me to know what it contains taking all items out of it and then selected a set of lingerie and a set of churidar and ladies chappals.
I told Sunit to remove all his clothes without feeling embraced as a full body inspection is required for his transition. Sunit then got fully necked and I inspected him from all angles. I inspected his whole body for unwanted hairs and found that he do not have any body hairs except very few just like any normal girl may have. No facial hairs were seen. His eye lashes are very nice for a girl. Color of eyes is also very suitable for a girl. His eyebrows need a slight work to look more feminine by giving a little arc only. His chest needed proper padding to appear like a 15 yrs. old girl. His hips are quite broad and most feminine for a girl of his age.
As such not much work was required to do except a nice hair cut and style, manicure, pedicure, facial, a very light makeup and painting all the nails.
I asked Sunit to wear the panty and then his jeans and shirt again and come and sit on the stall outside.
It took almost a little less then two hours to set his hairs, give him facial, manicure, pedicure and painting all the 20 nails. He was then again taken to the separate room and I gave him bra to wear and helped him in it. Then I inserted breast forms in the bra and adjusted the bra straps. During all this process I keep telling him how to comb his hairs and how to wear bra properly etc. Before a light makeup I wanted to dress her in full as such I asked him to wear the Churidar suit which I selected for his first dressing.
Then I asked (not now him) her to wear ladies chappals and wrist watch.
So far she was not allowed to look into a mirror; without any makeup; a most beautiful girl was standing before me.
Then I started her makeup with Mascara, Eyeliner, some rose to highlight cheek bones and lipstick. I noticed her in full and need to add some thing more. I went out and managed to get a neck chain and clip on ear studs (though artificial and cheap but nicely designed) and put on them to Sunita.
I was done and now was the time to present her before herself, Kavita and all others in the parlor and outside open world.
One thought came to my mind and I asked Sunita to remove her churidar and panty for a while. Then I did one trick, I pressed her balls inside her skin, pushed her Adams apple pressed in the skin in such a way that it will not be painful for her and then put a sanitary napkin over it and raised back her panty. This gave a nice female flat front look to her. When she raised back her churidar I slipped my hand over her crotch area and found all fine feeling.
I earlier gave a call to Kavita and asked her to reach back to parlor and see how her girl has appeared.
Kavita
While Sunit was in parlor I went to a room decorator and furniture service shop and asked them to visit my house and do all required things completed as early as possible. Upon inspection of the room, the decorator told me that not much is required to be done then that of some minor adjustments and a little decoration and all will take only two hours and the room will be ready.
As the work in room was about to complete I got a call from parlor to reach back and as such I got freshen up again and changed to a nice sari. By then the decoration work got completed so after settling the bill, me and the decorator persons left the house.
After reaching parlor and waiting for a few minutes, I was called in and their came out one cutest young girl.
First she was made to turn to a full length mirror and see herself as Sunita for the first time. Only one word came out of her lip that IS IT ME AUNT? And of course all in the parlor clapped and told her that yes she is the girl Sunita, another daughter to her aunt. And I started crying when she replied that now not aunt but my Mummy Kavita. She told that she is Sunita and I am her mommy.
Wowwww, what a stunning beauty came out and was standing with me. With all the facial features of her mother she was looking so familiar to me and when she told that she is my daughter now I became proud of my new daughter.
Yes ofcourse she was not at all recognizable as Sunit any more so I thought to present her before my daughter Shivani so I phoned her to go to her school, meet the headmaster and get a certificate from him that the girl in photo affixed and signed on this certificate is the regular student of class X of his school and will be appearing in the Secondary School Examinations to be held this year, so that Sunita don’t have any trouble at the examination center during examinations. I also told her that we will fix the photo of Sunita later on the certificate. When Shivani started to talk more on this, I stopped her and told her that we will talk more after her returning back.
I guessed that the time Shivani will take to go to school and come back with certificate will be sufficient for us to return back to home after doing some more tasks in the market.
After settling the parlor bill, we went out to our car. I wanted to talk with her a lot about how she is feeling but decided to let her enjoy her feminity in full and then I will talk with her about it.
We then proceeded towards a jeweler’s shop where I got her ears and nose pierced. Three piercing in each ear and one in nose. All was done with gun piercing and filled with Golden studs and dangling ear rings in the lower holes of both the ears. All to suit on a girl like her. I also purchased a nice gold chain with a small pendent in it and removing the earlier chain I put it on her. With this simple addition of earrings, nose pin and chain in neck she
looked much more beautiful now.
Then came the Bangles shop and I asked the shopkeeper to put few Bangles on her wrist.
I was in surprise and utmost disbelief seeing Sunita walking from Car to Shop and back to Car at all the places in a very girly manner but kept mum till she talk with me at home.
I also got a call from School that required certificate will be given to Shivani within few minutes and that Shivani will be back to home soon after that.
All this time Sunita kept mum and didn’t spoke a single word.
We reached our home and Sunita entered in the house with me holding the bag of all the girls’ item remained in the packet I left at parlor. She now kept her ladies purse on her shoulder.
Only two lady servants were at home that time so we entered and set in drawing room to relax and asked servant to prepare two glasses of cold drink for us. And then came a loud shout from the door … “not two but three” and she was Shivani.
Shivani came in and saw the girl sitting with me and told Namaste to Sunita without recognizing her, just out of normal curtsy. Then she turned towards me and asked me “mommy, who is this ravishing beauty? Please introduce me to her.” I replied “I think you know her”. Meanwhile I saw Sunita got up and hugged Shivani very tight from behind and told her that she was her sister. Astonishingly her voice was that of a female and still Shivani could not recognize her and felt embraced in tight hugs of Sunita. Then Shivani turned towards Sunita, kept looking to her face and then expression of disbelief appeared on her face with her mouth wide open. After pausing for a minute (it seemed like hours) she shouted IS IT YOU SUNIT?? A cute smile appeared on face of Sunita and Shivani started shouting and dancing with Sunita but still in disbelief.
I had to intervene and asked them to be comfortable and sit on sofa properly to have a nice talk. Shivani obeyed me and took Sunita hand in hand to sofa and asked her “Sunita, were you ever a boy? How does your voice changed so feminine and how you managed to look so cute, smart and sexy? Ohhh, hundreds of question came out of her spontaneously. I was also astonished seeing a quite confident Sunita so early and more that her voice was almost a singing voice of a girl as if she were practicing of all that for long and was a born girl.
Sunita
Hey Shivani, my god, how can I reply your such big questions? One by one darling sister. I saw tears of joy and happiness in her eyes. She took my hands and started moving towards her room when mummy opened the door of adjacent room and told both of us that now this is the room of Sunita and you both sit here in this room and have a nice talk. And she went away to her room leaving me and Shivani alone in now my room.
Now Shivani asked me to stand in front of her and started inspecting me in full. Then her mouth fell open when she touched my breasts and then her hand slide towards my crotch. When she touched my crotch area from above my churidar she cried again and told how it is possible?
Hearing the cry of Shivani, my mummy rushed to us and asked Shivani why she was crying? For the first Shivani could not reply and dropped her face but a minute later she took hands of my mummy and put it on my churidar on crotch area. My mummy was shocked for a moment but when she too felt the flat crotch area, her mouth too dropped and then she asked me, how and what it’s all?
My face got red and I put my eyes down and mustered the courage to tell her that it’s the work done by her parlor friend. She appeared a little shocked and then asked me to open the churidar and bring down the panty. I hesitated then she told me not to shy as we are all girls now. I obeyed her and then she inspected that area and finding what was done and it was safe, she asked me to wear my clothes again and told that it’s a well-done work by her friend. Then again she left our room.
Shivani asked many questions on my appearance, looks and my female sing song voice. I replied in a line that only thing I did is to forget about my male self and confident in my mind for being a girl and rest appears to be a God Gift.
She caught me by my shoulders and we were standing in front of full length mirror on my dressing. There appeared a picture of two beautiful girls and for sure I found myself as more attractive and sexy looking then my sister.
I also noticed that I appear elder to her and she too noticed it and told me that she is now jealous of me for being such a cute, sexy and big girl but at the same time she is proud of having such a ravishing beautiful sister to her. Then she told to me that tomorrow will be all girls shopping day and that she will help me in selecting a full wardrobe of clothes and accessories of my own. Then we cuddled down on the bed and fall asleep immediately.
In the evening when we wakeup after a short sleep, we smoothened our dresses, got freshened and came out to the drawing room area. Soon after door bell ringed and I preferred to open the door myself and saw a young lady with a case in her hands standing on door asking for my mummy.
I welcomed her in my girly voice and requested her to sit on sofa meanwhile I will call my mummy. I preferred first to offer a glass of orange juice and a glass of OJ to Shivani also and went in to call my mummy. Mummy came out and welcomed to her friend introducing her to us telling the she is Dr. Chitra, her old friend from college days who is now practicing in our city as a Plastic Surgeon as well a gynecologist as she was possessing two degrees that of a gynecologist and a plastic surgeon. Then she introduced me and Shivani as her daughters. Dr. Chitra knew Shivani well and also new that Shivani was the only daughter of my mummy, she had a question mark on her face about me looking towards me. We all set in drawing room and my mummy started to tell her all about me as “who” I am and how I was made to be a girl. Dr. Chitra now took charge and told my mummy that I am a very cute girl full of girly manners welcoming her nicely and offering her a glass of OJ before calling mummy and I have a nice girly voice and body movements also. She told that still she is not able to believe that I am not a girl at all. She was also surprised to see my appearance and hear my voice.
Then my mummy took her into her room and told her what she felt and saw on my crotch area and does it has any solution in better way. She also told Dr. Chitra that all she wants to be done is for my comfort and safety and that too temporary one for about a month till my examinations are over so that I should feel quite comfortable with other girls even while in girls facility area.
Dr. Chitra agreed and fixed an appointment of next morning - 9 am to inspect me in her hospital and do whatever will be best for me.
It was my mummy who called her friend Dr. Chitra after seeing my crotch area and had a thought to consult to a doctor to have things fixed properly to my comfort and safety. Then Dr. Chitra left for her hospital duty.
When we assembled in dinning area, my sister Shivani declared that tomorrow will be a shopping day for girls but my mummy interrupted her saying that I have an appointment fixed for tomorrow morning 9 am in the hospital of Dr.Chitra and rest depends on all what she says and does. And if I am in a position to move, we all will go for shopping, otherwise Sunita has a few required things with her to pass for a day or two and rest Shivani will share her things with Sunita.
This way day first of myself Sunita went on. I bid Good night to my mummy and Shiavani and went to my room. Shivani stopped me for a moment and gave me one beautiful night gown of her to wear in night. Though she wanted to stay with me and talk a lot more but visualizing that all my full day activity has made me some tired, went to her room.
I changed in nightgown and went to sleep immediately I went to my bed.
Day Two of Sunita
Next morning I got up early, got freshen up, took bath and started wearing dress. I felt some difficulty in wearing bra but then I remembered what Nidhi Madam taught to me at parlor and then it was easy for me to wear bra, insert breast forms and adjust bra straps. Today I decided to wear Salwar Suit. I tried to tug in my balls and penis as yesterday Nidhi Madam did but I was not successful in it so I just pressed them a little in my skin and covered the area with another napkin that Nidhi Madam gave to me.
I tried to comb and style my hairs and was successful in achieving a better look. Now for the makeup part, I wish to try but then I kept it for my sister to help me and do it. All my ear rings, nose pin and chain and bangles were already in place.
Actually now is time to tell you all, how I felt as a girl since I was transformed at parlor, then in market shopping, at jewelers shop and while wearing bangles for the first time ever.
Two days before I never thought a little bit even to wear a girl’s dress, have a make over at ladies beauty parlor and look like a girl. Then the things started moving very fast and I took the decision to become and act perfectly as a girl and accepting it as a challenge I gave it my full confidence and forgot in total that I was ever a boy. Then my fun playing with different female voices earlier just for mimicry and fun sake, I got more confidence to feel like a perfect girl. I was sure of my appearance like a most beautiful girl as I was having my mother’s facial similarity.
Even though, the time I passed in a ladies beauty parlor, my makeover by a lady, then getting my ears and nose pierced, then wearing ladies heals and finally the great sound of glass bangles in my hands, my outing as girl in open and getting a most lovable mommy and a sweet sister, all in a single day was most fascinating to me. To be true in one sentence “I ENJOYED IT WHOLE HEARTEDLY.”
As such I came out of dream situation and went out of my room towards kitchen to get some tea or coffee for me. When I was entering in the kitchen, I heard a voice of lady servant, “Miss sahiba” You are ready so early? Tell me please, what you want? A cup of Tea or Coffee or else and please sit, I will bring one for you. It was very pleasant in early morning to be addressed and accepted as “Miss”. I told her that I want a cup of some strong coffee with normal sugar and went back to my room. Soon after a few minutes, my mummy and sister both entered to my room. We wished Good Morning and they too set in my room. They had not taken bath yet but got up, got fresh and awaiting a cup of coffee for them too.
Looking to me and finding that I am ready, my mummy asked me that had I taken my bath. Why a got up and got ready so early? Could I sleep well in night and is all right with me? I told her that mummy please don’t worry. Every thing is fine with me. I got a good sleep and I am habitual to get up early in the morning. I am not fully ready yet as I need some help in getting my makeup done and asked her “Are my hairs well styled and combed?” My mummy tried to getup but my sister stopped her and told that first we should enjoy our coffee and then she will help me getting my hairs done again and get my makeup on.
While enjoying our coffee, I reminded my mummy about the appointment with Dr. Chitra. She replied back that she will be ready well in time and Shivani will also be ready to accompany us to the hospital.
We reached to the hospital of Dr. Chitra. She welcomed all of us and asked my mummy and sister to wait in her room and took me to inspection room.
She asked me to not to hesitate as she is a doctor and then asked me to remove my salwar and panty. With a little hesitation I did it and she inspected my crotch area. She asked me a few questions about my sexual arousal. It was strange that in these two days, after all that happened, wearing and appearing and playing as a girl, hugging and cuddling with my sister and sleeping with her on same bad for few hours in day, nothing got me aroused as a boy or a girl. Dr. surprised on it and wanted to have a discussion with my mummy. On coming to know that my father died in recent past and I was serious sick and the situation in which I was, She took it easy and told that since I did not paid any attention to my situation, my transformation from a boy to girl and accepting all like a challenge, its nothing serious. Then she consulted with my mummy again for few minutes and then I was told that a minor work (may say a very minor surgery) is needed and that it will need two days complete rest for me and then after almost a week I will be all fine to do all my routine work.
Dr. Chitra explained to me in detail what she wishes to do with my genitals. She told me that after applying local anesthesia, she will dig my balls under my skin and get it stitched. She will then put a little cut on my skin below my penis and will put my penis under it in such a way that I will have no pain, no difficulty in peeing and from outside it will look like a female vagina. Even if I go nude to take bath and some one see me, all will think me of a female only from vaginal area at least. She also told me that she will give an injection in my penis area so that for next 15 days at least I will not get any sexual arousal.
I told her that I want it all for only about a month so every thing must be temporary only and nothing should harm my male organs.
She assured me that what she told to me to be done will not at all do any damage. Upon my agreeing to it, she started the process. It took almost 2 hours in Operation Theater. When all was done, I was brought out and was asked to take rest in hospital itself till evening as she wanted to keep me under observations. I was relieved from hospital at about 5 pm and as such was taken to home by my mummy and sister. Next two days I took complete rest and could not take a bath even to avoid wetness in operated area. I felt a mild pain in that area for that night only and next morning I was fine though but my mummy and sister forcefully kept me lying on my bed.
Any way, I was on my toes again after two days and then as my sister was waiting for the time, we all went for a shopping spree.
Whole day we remained busy in shopping for almost all that a girl required. I was made known to various things from fitting, size, colors, designs in lingerie and cloth deportment, bangles and jewelry, make up, lipstick, footwear and nail varnish. We enjoyed our lunch in a nice restaurant and though I was feeling tiredness, I enjoyed it all a lot and we returned to home.
I went to my bed and immediately fall asleep and when I woke up after about an hour or so, I found that my sister and mummy has neatly put all our purchases at appropriate places in my room. I kept telling my mummy that why so much she is spending on me as it’s only for a month to be used and then … she stopped me and told me not to worry about it. Since me and my sister were of even size, that all may be of her use. I lot of photos were also taken of individual me as well with mummy and sister. One nice photo was pasted on the certificated issued by the headmaster and I signed across it.
So now I was a girl in open for all and with my voice, appearance and female mannerism I got more and more confidence and forget at all that I was a boy underneath. My mummy, sister, servants and every one whom we met, took me as a genetic girl and within a week I too started enjoying my feminine side. Our home became all girls home. The time flew away and came the day of starting for examinations. I and Shivani got same examination center and since our names also in the same alphabetical sequence, we got the same room thus I always had company of Shivani and we made some nice friends from other schools. While on the roads, we always got whistles from boys and road side Romeos and I learned how to enjoy it all and avoid some situation without feeling any humiliation. Every day I was learning every aspect of female life and by the end of examination I felt good in remaining as a girl instead of going back as a boy.
A MONTH IN FEMINITY EXTENDED TO TWO MORE
On last day of examinations after returning home, I did not tried to become a boy again and no one also asked to do so or commented on it. Again in night I was analyzing my situation. I felt that I liked it much remaining as a girl then that of a boy. Wearing all floral print and silky dresses, jewelry, bangles, paayal (anklets), ear rings, bindi, makeup, lipstick, nail polish were all the fun and enjoyment of being a girl and also no restrictions on my movements in or out side of home. Then I felt me more close to my mummy and sister as a girl myself.
Whereas becoming a boy again was a matter of loosing all the above and remain all alone in my room on first floor. As such I felt it better to remain as a girl for some more days. But before my mummy and sister I pretended to go back to male self. Next morning after morning routines I just put a night suit of a boy keeping all girly things in tact on my body, even brushing my hairs in same female style, I came out of my room. The first was lady servant to ask me why I have wear boy’s dress. I should go back and put a nighty. Same time my mummy came out and asked me to do so. So I went back to my room and appeared back as a girl wearing night gown. I asked for coffee for all us in my room and when my sister joined me and mummy I started telling them that since my examinations are over and there is no practical need for me to remain as a girl, I should switch back to Sunit. My sister started weeping and tears also rolled down from my mummy’s eyes. They asked me if I can remain as a girl for few more days as they loved to live with Sunita much more then Sunit though they loved Sunit equally but living with Sunita was more pleasant and easy for them.
I told them that after all there will be an end to it some day so why not now?
They both told me that I am right but they want to feel Sunita with them for few more days and afterwards they have to live with Sunit for rest of the life.
I smiled and hiding my own pleasure I accepted to remain as Sunita for some more days.
Likewise days kept on rolling and it went for whole two months of summer vacations for Sunita to live and enjoy as a young girl. We enjoyed many outings, going for shopping. Visiting temples and offering our prayers and getting blessings from temple priests and elders like “Sumangali Bhava”.
During these two months mummy asked me and Shivani to join her in kitchen, laundry and other womanly work at home to learn a few aspects of home science. Some time she will teach both of us stitching, sewing, knitting etc. to make us a perfect woman. We all were enjoying this time very much in our own mind setup. Mummy enjoyed it having two daughters, Shivani enjoying it having a sister and I enjoyed it living as a girl.
IT EXTENDED TO ANOTHER TERM
One fine day after almost two months of examinations, we got a call from our School Headmaster. He congratulated my mummy and conveyed that I am a Gold Medalist now. I have scored highest marks in three subjects and as such declared a Gold Medalist. The results will be out today in news papers but he got this information from CBSE Secretary last night. He informed that Gold Medal will be awarded to Sunita in the next 3 or 4 months and that Sunita will be invited to a ceremony at Town Hall and some state authority will present it to Sunita.
We went for the news paper and found that I and Shivani both achieved 1st Class. Actual marks will be known only after getting our Mark Sheets. On front page of the News Paper was my photo from examination form declaring me winner of Gold Medal with my school’s name.
School Headmaster: It was a matter of joy for me to have an outstanding brilliant student who won Gold Medal and brought the name of the school high, it also created a tension on me as the Gold Medalist was Sunita and not Sunit. School record did not show any Sunita being a student of the school and other students of X class will also ask that who is this Sunita?
I invited a meeting of few teachers of my school and discussed whole issue with them telling them due to clerical mistake it all happened and he had to pull it on to save one year of a brilliant student which ultimately brought the name of school high. It was discussed in length that as Sunita earned Gold Medal and it was to be awarded to her by some State Authority, all will be highlighted in Media also and if any one come to know the facts, it may become a big case against school and even school may have to be close down.
Even after long discussion nothing concrete emerged out. A lady teacher came with an outcome. It was to change all school records for Sunit to make her Sunita and a girl instead of a boy. It was easy for us to do. Then
it was matter concerning other students of school. It came out that we shall call a meeting of all the students and tell them that Sunit was actually Sunita since beginning in all school records but she was pertained as a boy Sunit for saving her own life as her parents requested for it. Some astrologer told them that this girl will live only if she is lived as a boy until her age of 15. As such school accepted it as in school records she was always a girl and only in appearance she was a boy. There was no problem from parents and relatives of Sunita as such all agreed on it and acted upon.
In the meeting of students Sunita was also called and presented before all the students as a girl and seeing her in her full glory of a girl, every one believed every thing told to them as TRUE.
So for school record and from school side Sunit was Sunita and a girl, not a boy. All the school staff personally thanked me and my family for supporting them as such saving the school from a big dilemma.
Sunita: This all became a very big issue for me and my family. Though we all were enjoying me as a girl with them but in every though and sense it was only for few months and not for ever.
First it came to continue as Sunita for one more year till I get admission in some nice Senior Secondary School (our school was a Secondary School only), get my Gold Medal and then pass out XI class as Sunita. Then it came that if I had to continue as Sunita, it will be for two more years a minimum as I will have another certificate at Senior Secondary level only that means after two more years of study. This all became too serious matter for our consideration. I was a girl Sunita as per my Secondary School records and if in any case I have to continue my studies I will have to live as Sunita.
Our earlier thinking that even after passing secondary school examination I may choose to reappear in it as a boy Sunit if I prefer so, was no where available now as all my school record was changed to show me as a girl Sunita and even if I prefer to reappear in secondary examination, I will have to be a girl Sunita. So this option was now not at all available to me. Then what left for me? Discontinue my studies for ever? No in no way any one of us will accept it.
Study at home and appear as a private student in senior secondary examination as Sunit was also not possible due to secondary certificate will be issued in the name of Miss Sunita and not Mr. Sunit. A Secondary School pass certificate is a must for any one appearing in Sr. Secondary Examinations, may be even as a private student. So this option was also not available to me.
Only thing remained now is continue as Sunita at least for two more years.
Wohhhhhhhh, passing my secondary school examination with distinction and earning a gold medal made me live like a female for ever or atleast for two more years. And yes, only next day it came openly as a fact before us that my change as a girl was a for ever change now or I will have to discontinue my studies and become a just Secondary pass boy.
Yes, next morning we all were sitting when Dr. Chitra arrived to us. She also knew it from local media that I have won Gold Medal in my Secondary Examinations as Sunita. She told all of us that the changed she made in my genital area were temporary one and was just for a month but we already stretched it to more then two months now. It will seriously harm my genitals now if it continued any more. She told us that if in any case I have to continue as Sunita for more period She has to first undo what she done earlier and adopt more advanced course to keep me as a girl and this advance course will definitely deteriorate my male being as some Harmon treatment and some advance surgery will be required to keep me as Sunita.
She told openly that either I stop being a girl immediately OR decide to live as a female for ever. No other way is available as to stop me from developing as a boy she has to give me anti testerone medicines and give booster dosage to enhance level of estrogen in my body so that I do not grow as a boy but grow as a girl. She also told that my testical balls will have to removed first as it can not be keep pressed under skin for long and may cause cancer even.
Then she left telling us to decide it in full and final and come to her hospital for further needful.
This entire situation was tending towards my permanent transformation to a girl. First I was to live as a girl for a minimum of two more years and who knows after that upto my graduation. That means 2 plus 3 = 5 more years. As per Dr. Chitra, living some more time as a girl may risk my life and if I decide to live life of a female, it will need more advanced permanent medical supervision.
We three were sitting in my room and were very serious. Though we all were enjoying my being girl in a great way but no one was mentally prepared to make it a permanent one. My education needed me as a girl but medical science wanted it to make for ever or no more. We could not reach to any decision. My mummy phoned to Dr. Chitra who invited all of us at her hospital in after noon. She told to mummy that she will also invite one medical councilor so that we can discuss and decide some thing in my favor.
IT TURNED TO BE A PERMANENT TRANSITION
In afternoon we all arrived at hospital of Dr. Chitra where medical councilor was also available. He was narrated all about me by Dr. Chitra before our arrival so seeing us he questioned “where is the boy who need counseling?”
When I said “it’s me” he could not believe his eyes and ears. He told you are a girl and you do not need any counseling to be a girl. So we all laughed. He was made clear that it is me only who is a boy and wanted his counseling to become a girl. He laughed and told that you don’t need any counseling as you are born to be a girl and not a guy. Then discussion started and finally I had to agree for my permanent transition to a female if at all I had to live a nice life of a well literate as a lady. Actually all we three of my family were very happy in our inner most on this decision as I liked it most to live as a girl and my mummy and my sister always liked to have one more girl with them instead of a boy.
So now it was going to be my transformation to a girl for ever in my life. We were told of all the things, leading to Sex Reassignment Surgery, all during next 5 years of my education to graduate and final surgery to be performed during summer vacation in between my 2nd year or final year of graduation.
To make it short, As such, when I passed my graduation examination I was a girl in every sense having my own real breasts and vagina. Actually to say I was one of most beautiful girl of my college. During my college education many boys tried to become close to me. My sister Shivani always remained with me till we completed our graduation. As always I kept my record to always top the classes and winning many more medals and cups during my college years.
After college, I decided to complete my MBA whereas Shivani opted for Chartered Accountancy. When I completed my MBA, I was 23 now and my uncle transferred all the assets of my Trust to me and as such I became owner of my own business. I decided to keep it a joint business and as such all was turned to be a big company with my uncle as a Chairman.
Shivani was now got married and left us to her in-laws. I received a proposal of marriage from another business giant family. My uncle enquired all about the boy and family and told me to accept the proposal.
I called the boy to meet me in person and I told him every thing about me. He could not believe it that I was ever a boy. He told me that he was fascinating me from my Senior Secondary School days and always knew me as a girl. He was very much pleased with my disclosure and told me that he likes me more now as myself being a true person. Only thing he enquired if I was alright in department of sexual parts and I told him that it’s all in very good and fine condition. Only thing is that I will not be able to conceive his children. To it he told me that we will see to it and either will adopt some child or try to find some surrogate mother to bear his seed.
It was all decided then and I got married. We could also find a nice lady to bear the seed of my husband and give birth to our child. This way we now have a boy and girl as our son and daughter.
We have now a very big business and I am the Managing Director of my group of companies.
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