teeyan

Teeyan is the Punjabi name of the festival of Teej which is celebrated in Punjab and Haryana (where it is also called Haryali teej).
In my family there were 3 sisters n only me boy..dad has 2 brothers they have 2,2 daughters each so it was totally girls family..and when this festival used to come i always being side corner by all by sisters because its only for girls and womens.
I used to hate when m ignored in these days becoz i was the only son and always wantef attention but one of my sister always said to me girls seek attention why u??
I dont knw i do seek..there has to be something in my dads n family males gens otherwise all girls as child is strange..n thats the reason i was also like girl..if i side line my male parts..my remaining body was smooth..my hairs quality. .n my shy nature too..actually this festival is celebrated from the third day of the lunar month of Sawan on the bright half, up to the full moon of sawan, by women. Married women go to their maternal house to participate in the festivities. In the past, it was traditional for women to spend the whole month of Sawan with their parents.
Whether or not a married woman goes to her parents, brothers take a gift set to their sisters called a 'sandhara'..and i had to give gifts to all my sisters..and whole my pocket mony goes into there gifts..i just hate it..i never get anything all this festivals why only for girls..this festival ..including rakhi..bhaiduj n all..A sandhara which is gift i give includes a Punjabi Suit/sari, laddoo, bangles, mehndi and a swing...which cost me very high..n this rituals went for years..when i was 19 years old...that year one week before this festival when all sisters came to our house..one of my di find me sitting sad on couch. .she askwd wat happend..i said i feel alone in these days....u all get gifts u dance u swing u dress u enjoy together n wat about me...never noone noticed me my feeling..she took me close consoled me n said this time it will not happen..2 days vefore festival starts..tht night di gave me few tablets and said take it will relax u from feeking which are bothering u..i took and i felt seelping went to deep sleep..
When i woke up i felt strange..it took time for me to feel..i opened eyes all my 6 sisters were sited on stools infront of bed observing me..
I put my feets down n sond came like payals..i put next step again it came..i ignored it i felt like something in my hands heavy when i saw it was bangles now i was getting conscious. .i ran to mirrior..one girl i see in mirrior i looked back turned around n wat the f** ..its me..
They have painted my nails of hands and feets..i was wearing payal..patiyala dress..heavy material on chest which i notised it was water balloons. .chunni on my shoulder..long braid lik typical punjabi girl..ribbon on end of it..color full bangles. .bindi on forehead. Hanging earjngs..hair buds on my forehead...omg i was trabsformed into girl by my sisters. .my.older sister came to me and said my lil girly brother now dont panic its a gift from all of us to u for all those gift u till date u gave to us every year..but this year u will be there being one of us now..i started crying all sisters came close we had group hug..mom.came into room di told all about plan mom was also happy ...me and my girly side waiting for my fav festival eagerly. ..