But I like to dress as girl and that's how I met my husband.
He fell in love just after he saw me in a park where I was trying to enjoy myself wearing saree and all those jewellery and make up.
At that time it was night and as I was returning home some robbers suddenly came to me asked for my chain and ear rings. I was so scared at that time.
But as my hubby was following me he saved me from them and came to me and asked "Are you all right" now I was in a greater trouble, how I hide my true identity from him.
As I was living alone in the city I made up a story that I am an orphan and I work at a school. He was very touched.
Next day he came to that park again but I was there as male. I came home and dressed up and I was feeling pride I that.
I went to the park. This kept going for some time till one day he asked me out for dinner. This time I was shocked I gathered all my courage to say no(I really wanted to go) as it would be difficult to disguise a lot of people and what if someone recognize me?
So he convinced me to have dinner at my home. At that time I was feeling shy. Next day I didn't go to office instead was decorating my home so that it would look girly(I liked it that way).
In the evening I dressed in a pink saree and make-up but very few ornaments. Door bell ranged. I immediately opened the door and he was there with red roses in hands.
I asked him to come in. He praised me a lot and I was like just blushing(literally). We order food of my choice and then he urged me for a walk.
As we reached the spot where he first saw me in he garden some roses fell from the tree and there was some dull lights winkling all over it(I can explain that feeling). He went to his knees and proposed me. Immediately my hand lifted and he wore me the ring.
The only words came out of my mouth were "I do. I love you." And my tears rolled down.
He hugged me. And then kissed me. I suddenly stopped him. He understood and we went back. He dropped at my home. That night I totally forgot about my true identity. It was like this is real me.
Next day he came drop me at my school and then I realised that it was my lie. I somehow managed but I was worried.
I decided to be his wife so I left my job and joined a school as primary teacher. I like it when students call me Ma'am. After someday he told me that we should think about our marriage.And he wants me to meet his parents. I was a bit shocked as now I realised about our families. I said I need some time. He agreed then I started to learn cooking, dancing, stitching and other house hold works that are expected from me as I was going to be Indian Housewife. In a few days I learnt them as I was enjoying it.I told him that he can take me to meet his parents.
I dressed in saree, blouse, with bangles, payal, jhumke, bindi, haar and did make up with lip stick, kajal, nail polish etc. I tried to look simple and beautiful. As we went to his home her mother received us I immediately touched her feet, she was impressed. Then she took us in where her mother asked me about my job, hobbies, expertise etc. She knew I am an orphan. Then his father came I touched his feet also. He also asked some questions about my education and other things. Her mother said she should bring tea and snacks I immediately stood-up and offer help(It was master stroke). She was faltered and took me in the kitchen there his elder sister n law(Bhabhi) was already working. I touched her feet but she said we are almost of same age so we are friends. She is very loving person. I offered to make tea. Bhabhi helped me and served all with it and everyone praised me. I was standing there blushing and in shy I was not able to raise my head or voice.My offered me tea. I didn't knew that it was that good.
Everybody liked me in the home.
They decided for the marriage to be dome soon and then later reception can planed. I then realised that now what I will do and how to tell my family about it.
I couldn't able to tell my family about myself. At that time a group of my collogues went to camping in Uttarakhand and unfortunately their bus was lost. It was believed that the bus must have been fell in some river at night. It was difficult to find any dead bodies. I took it as an opportunity and with help of a colleague I passed the news of me on that bus too. I convinced my friend by saying that after I left the job I couldn't find any job and my family needs money. I have a insurance if he can produce documents and send to my family they can get that money.He helped for a big amount but now I was free to be a girl and family will eventually forget and as they have got huge money they will be living good life.
It was my wedding day, Bhabhi took me to a beauty parlour for make up and my hubby was also with bhaiya and his friends at some saloon.
Suddenly Bhabhi's phone ranged. It was unknown number I picked the phone and gave it to her. She went outside and rushed inside and said me to be ready soon. Saying this she rushed to her suitcase and made me wear her saree I could sense that there is some problem but can't guess it. I asked her what happened. She told hurry up wear it and come outside I'll keep car ready. I wore the saree and scandals and went outside. She called me in. I asked her again, tears rolls out her eyes she said nothing. I was confused and then she stopped her car and we both went outside in hurry. It was hospital. I was filled with fear she said me to hurry up. We were almost running and then we reached a ward where Bhaiyya, Papa, Mummi were waiting. Bhaiyya had a plaster on his arms. I hugged Bhabhi I said what happened Bhabhi? Mummi came near me and I was hugged me and said "Beti ghar ate waqt inka accident hua h".
I was shocked and fainted. Bhaiyya help me to sit on the bench. Mummi said "himmat rakh beti sab thik ho jaega". My tears were felling and then suddenly someone came out of that ward and told us to go in. There was my hubby on the bed. I ran into his arms and asked "Ye sab kese ho gya?" He said me to stop crying and asked bhabhi to give him a box. It was a box of sindoor. He said "Will you marry me". Tears rolled down my eyes I immediately said "No, this is not fair, why god is doing this." Then bhabhi came to me and hold me. My hubby put sindoor in my Mang. And then doctor told us to wait outiside. His operation stated I was there weeping all day. Then mummi told bhabhi to take me home. But I resisted and stayed there. After that doctor finally came out and bhaiyya and Papa talked to him. They told us everything is normal. I felt happiness I asked to meet him. Bhaiyya told me that as he needs rest I can meet him now. And Ishould also take rest. I agreed to him and went to home with Bhabhi and Mummi.
Next day I woke up and dressed like a Bahu and went to bhabhi and said "Bhabhi Muhe unse milna h, Bhaiyya ne kuch bataya kab mil sakte h?". Bhahi hugged me and said he passed. I felt on the floor "kya, ye nhi ho sakta....."
Bhabhi -"Sambhal apne apko"
I was fainted.
Then doctor came and gave me some injections. My condition was like that for a whole month.
Slowly I started to take responsibility as the Bahu.
I initially wore no jewels or make-up. Then bhabhi said me that it was his last wish that I must look always beatiful and like like Housewife I always wanted to be.
Initially I rested but slowly I started to wear jhumke then chudiya and payal. I open my own school for poor children in the name of my hubby. Bhabhi also sometimes join me.
Papa some times came to me and asked about my work and said I can tell him if I need anything. He even asked me if want to marry again they will support me. Bhabhi to said that but I decided to wife of my hubby only.
Now I live my life in the memory of him.
Bhabhi now has 2 cute children who calls me "chachi".
I almost forgot that was not a woman when I was born.
But I like to confess this that I was male and it was the love of my hubby that turned me into a complete woman and I hope in next life I will born a girl and live my life with him.
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