Radhika

 

am not a girl and Radhika is not my real name either, it was the name of my maid who used to work at my house. I have seen her since childhood her parents where our apartments security guards. She was in 7th class and I was in my 10th and we shifted our house to a new city but I couldn’t adjust to the new place, my grades where getting low and I finished my intermediate with very low grades. Due to my low grades I got a college in a small town near our old area so I decided to stay there instead of travelling 4 to 6 hours daily. I went to check the hostel facility but it was worse, so I decided to rent a room, that’s when we came across Radhika’s mother, she was happy to see us, when we explained the situation she showed us a room and the best part was they lived nearby so no worries for household chores and cooking at least that’s what I thought. But Radhika’s mom said she was ill and she is not working as a maid but Radhika will work and do all work. Oops I forgot to mention that I have shoulder length hair. I thought is cool to have long hair. So, I took the room for rent and next day Radhika came to my room she has changed a lot through the years she is thin and tall with long hair till her butt. I fell for her in that very moment. I thought she did like me too as she always talked to me with excitement but she is submissive and she gave me the respect a owner needs. I never went to college, I bunked classes as our college was not strict. I wake up when Radhika rings the doorbell and I start chit-chatting with her like women do. She came to my room after finishing all the house chores, we had lot of time. At first we used to talk about everyone in the society the families and all, but soon she started talking about her hair and what accessories she likes and we only talked about girly stuff. I was so interested in all those talks. I used to get involved very deeply, I was mesmerized by her she once asked if I would like to join her for shopping in the local market. Without thinking I said yes. Next day, we roam around all the streets meant for women, I loved the way she was excited about the whole thing without knowing even I was getting excited by her and was participating in shopping. I was selecting her clothes and accessories saying this would look good on you, this won’t and all. I didn’t notice until we were leaving the place that women around me were giving strange looks at me and Radhika gave a smile at me. I started turning red and then the final stop the hair accessories, Radhika asked if I needed any as my hair was long not as long as her but it was long for a guy. I just gave a mischievous smile and said stop joking, she told I am not joking, you do have long hair and you don’t maintain it properly, at least you should tie your hair or get it cut and she then gifted me a pack of scrunchies and left. Next day, while she was washing dishes I stood next to her and told Radhika I need a favor from you, can u take care of my hair along with the house work? she turned towards me in surprise with a smile on her face. She told that I am not a girl and she only knows about girls hair and said, we girls aim to grow our hair long and we take care of our hair in feminine ways, I don’t think you want that. I was so obsessed with her and I want to spend my maximum time with her no matter what and I know she loves hair and this is the only possible way to be with her and spend more time so I told, it’s okay I live alone no one visits me nor do I go out I’ll do anything to spend more time with you oops! I mean I will do anything to make my hair grow longer. She was in shock as she didn’t this answer and told you want to grow your hair longer? How long? She was excited I could see that and I replied, as long as your hair if its possible. I could see she wanted to burst into laughter but was controlling herself and told, if you grew your hair as long as mine then you should probably wear a braid is that okay? She was doing this purposely I know it, she wants to know how far I can go but I am madly in love and I can do anything to spend extra time with her and told, if you braid my hair then I am ready to wear braids. She finished her dishes and made me sit in front of her and started untangling my curly hair. She combed my hair straight to her surprise and mine too, my hair was reaching till my upper back. She told, OMG! your hair is so long, it will probably grow to my length as it grew this long without proper care. Her comments on my hair made me feel special, I was blushing and thought I should start with a ponytail as my hair is long enough for braid. I was in shock as I was not mentally prepared for this. I thought I was months away from wearing braids. I could feel the end of the comb middle parting my hair till the back of my head. I could feel her brushing and braiding my hair and she said she was done and placed braid on my shoulder but something was strange as I was feeling weight on both my shoulders, so I stood up to check the mirror. I was in total shock she made twin braids in my hair with a middle parting till the back of my head. I tried to hide both the braids with my hands. She told, what did you do? She had a serious face but I knew she was controlling her smile. She told, I only know feminine ways to deal with hair and my mother made me wear twin braids daily when my hair was at your length so that it can grow longer and I did the same for you. It was styled like a school girl, she asked, have I seen any girl of my age wearing twin braids? no but that’s because we girls grow our hair long as kids and then style it, but you are growing your hair long for the first time so this is how its suppose to be and said, you are lucky that I didn’t have ribbons with me because ribbons at the end of the braid twisted up as you can see on school girls will help secure the ends. I will get them tomorrow for you, I was shocked, ribbons! are you serious? I am not going to wear them. She calmly told, okay then all the best with growing your hair I can’t help. If u don’t listen to me it will effect hair growth and if the results are not perfect I won’t help you, sorry you need to be comfortable with whatever way your hair is. She was about to leave when I removed the hands from my braid and showed them to her. She asked, they look cute right? they will get cuter once they get long and we put ribbons in them. Whenever she said the word cute I would blush and not listen to what she said. After that, days passed and my hair reached my mid back and she didn’t promote me to single braid level and insisted me keeping twin braids I felt like a school girl and I loved the way she pampered my hair she took so much care as if they were her own hair and one day while braiding my hair she said how much she loved guy with earrings and that I have beautiful ears, I took the opportunity to impress her and show that we had similar tastes. I love earring but I don’t know where to get my ears pierced, so she said she knew a ladies parlor which does it but she told I can’t go there as I am a guy, I was relived but I acted, oh! too bad I really wish I could. Radhika told, we both are of same size so if I can wear her salwar? then we can go and get things done and come back soon. There was no way I was going to do that but she said no one will know and we can go in the evening. She said its just a dress nothing else seeing her asking me I accepted. She left and brought three to four extra pairs of salwar’s and told, I didn’t know what you would like so I bought all the old clothes I found. She made me choose one and I had to wear them she was not satisfied with the way I looked though I had a feminine body something was missing so she made me wear bangles even after I resisted. We left for the parlor and thank god, she made me wear a single braid I was looking like a teenage girl. We reached the parlor and seems like the lady was pretty close to Radhika it was a normal parlor beside the road. Radhika introduced me saying she is the girl I was talking about and both signaled each other and made me sit on the chair and then the women pierced my ears. It was painful but Radhika held my had tight so I was loving the pain too. The parlor lady told, girls these days are so sensitive and lazy? how can you never pierce your ears and look at your eye brows and body hair you need frequent visits to the parlor as you are already here you can get them done now. I was terrified I tried to resist but my ears were paining, she made me rest and started shaping my eyebrows. I was searching for Radhika but she was not nearby. I got my eyebrows done and once she was done she made me look into the mirror, I looked just like a girl. I was looking pretty, I always considered myself an average looking guy, but with long hair, earrings and eyebrows I made pretty girl and with little more effort I would make a beautiful girl. My mind started resisting what am I thinking. I don’t want to be a girl, I want to be with a girl and soon Radhika was back, she was shocked looking at me but she didn’t say anything. We paid her and left after reaching my room, I was about to change my clothes and Radhika was passing by and suddenly she slipped and I held her in arms our eyes came into contact her lips few inches away from mine I leaned in to kiss her but she got up and left. I was so lost in the memory of Radhika that I forgot about the clothes I was in until I got into my bed that’s when I realized I was in her clothes. I started to feel the clothes against my body by closing my eyes I felt like I was with Radhika. I loved the feeling and I slept in those clothes. Next day rang the bell and went and opened the door while adjusted my hair and salwar unknowingly I was acting just like a girl. Radhika noticed it and laughed. I didn’t realize I got fresh and while I was going to get a bath, Radhika entered the bathroom, she took the towel and made me tie it on my chest and made me sit on a stool she started rubbing turmeric on my body. I was lost in the aroma of her and the touch of her. She applied shampoo on my hair and washed it and asked me to finish the bath and come out. I went out and my body hair is very thin and turmeric removed everything on my body. I couldn’t resist myself and I wore Radhika’s clothes and went near her, she was washing dishes and stood next to her she had a smile on her face. She asked, why are you wearing my clothes? I told, I love you Radhika. I wanted to grow my hair like you so I can spend more time with you. Yesterday, when you made me wear your clothes, I felt I was with you. I could feel you being with me whenever I touched myself over your dress, I felt I was hugging you. She came near me, hugged me and kissed me. It was the best feeling. Radhika asked, do you like wearing my clothes? I started blushing. She told if I like dressing up as her, why don’t I live full-time as Radhika. I didn’t know what to reply, I was confused as it would take away my identity as a male. But after a while, I thought of living as Radhika as it gives me a chance to stay with her and be with her all time. I immediately agreed to her plan. She was very happy. We started with hormones therapy. Days past and our love became more and more stronger. I became more feminine and there were no traces of me being a male anymore. Radhika’s mom suggested us to get married. We both were very happy and agreed to get married as a lesbian couple. My parents didn’t accept me. I was very sad, Radhika came and consoled me and told to look forward to our bright future. Wedding preparation started and we purchased our wedding outfit, a bridal lehenga choli. The wedding day came, we both were looking so pretty. We had an amazing honeymoon. I’m a happily married house-wife and mother of two cute little princesses, while Radhika works at a big company.