sangeeta

I am Sangeeta, a happy wife, mother of twin girls and friend. I never had ever thought that I would be a beautiful woman, married to a successful handsome man one day who loves me so much and I too cant live without him. It was almost 15 years ago, when I had just passed my 12th class, I was a young boy then and decided to join college of  engineering. But somewhere in the corner of my mind I always used to feel curious about girls  and their dresses, their talks and humor, giggling, etc. Even at times I would be perplexed to see my elder sister when she used to get ready for any event in college and be so happy to be with her friends who were very beautiful just as my sister. I used to envy my sister for the varieties of dresses she used to wear and at times being her younger brother she would tease me by making me wear her lingerie and make me dress up in lehanga choli, salwaar kameez, etc. In the bottom of my heart I used to enjoy her love for me and the affectionate teasing she used to do to me. Often she would say my god Suraj you look better than a girl in my dress, I am jealous of you. So I could feel I had  a hidden desire to be a girl forever which I could never reveal to anyone, but I would tell about it to my elder sister once who was so happy to always imagine me as her cute little sister and whenever opportunities came she would dress me up in prettiest of dresses and even bring me in-front of my mother who would say I think you are better a girl than a boy.

One day, a disaster occurred in my family which turned my life upside down. It so happened me, my sister and my parents went on a trip by road in a taxi for a holiday tour to Ooty for a week at the end of our sightseeing we were returning by same taxi when we met with a serious accident we all were hospitalized in the near by hospital at Coimbatore. When I opened my eyes, I was lying in a hospital bed and my aunty (my fathers sister) was near my bed side and crying with tears in her eyes . I asked what happened, where I am, she started crying loud and said that our car met with an accident and all died except me who escaped with few injuries. On hearing this I felt as though the whole earth has fallen on me and became unconscious. Ultimately when I regained consciousness, I had to accept the reality though I could not ever recover from shock mentally. After finishing all rituals my aunty took me to her house as no one was there in my household other than my aunty. When I came to her house she reassured me that she will treat me much dearer than anybody else in the house. She was living there with her only son whose name was Sameer, who was four years elder to me.

My aunty used to love me a lot, as days passed I became like a member of the family and slowly I started forgetting about the horrible incident of accidental death of my father, mother and sister. That is when I had just finished 12th and entered engineering college. The first day of my college was unforgettable as we all new comers were asked to assemble in our hostel both girls and boys hostel, roll number 1 to 25 in boys hostel and 26 to 50 in girls hostel, as my number was 30 I had to go to girls hostel. As we went there, I came to know that it was for the ragging parade. It was around 7 pm, when some senior girls came there and started asking our names and where we come from and what is our aim, etc. A senior girl called Sunita asked about every details of each one of us, and asked about our address. I promptly replied, they were noting down everything. After finishing noting down everything Sunita handed a sealed packet to me and others with address of my aunty Shailaja's name written with address and told me to handover the same to my aunty without opening and told us to bring whatever aunty gives back to be handed over to Sunita. I was asked to report at 6 pm at same place in the ladies hostel.

When I went home, my aunty Shailaja asked me what was that in my hand, I narrated whole incident and gave the envelope to my aunty. My aunty was very possessive about me and moreover because of tragedy with me she was very sympathetic and loving towards me. She opened the envelope and read everything in it and a beautiful naughty smile appeared on her face, she immediately called Sameer her son and showed it to him.He also was smiling on seeing that and said mom nice, we will do that and send with Suraj tomorrow.

Next day my aunty wrote a small note for Sunita and gave me a packet which was bit heavy to be handed over to Sunita next day. I asked my aunty what was that in the letter and what is this, she said, it is just small pack of gift. When I reached the hostel at 6 pm, Sunita was there along with many girls, she introduced everyone to me, Anushree, Bindu, Sunaina, Anupama, Sara and many others who all were giggling which made me happy. Sunita saw the package and read the letter, every one saw that and they all praised my aunty so much that she is nice woman who wants to fulfill her dream, you are very lucky they discussed what can we call her daughter, Sangeeta is a beautiful name her aunty likes it. Suraj, today we have gathered here for a ragging session, If you sit quietly and do what we say it is good for you and all others, just listen and enjoy. Today we will transform you into a beautiful girl named Sangeeta. Though I felt extremely  happy in my heart as I was  always looking forward to be a girl, I showed as if I don't like and begged them to spare me, but of no use.

My transformation started. I was young boy with no body hair or mustache. Bindu and Sunaina took me to a room and opened the package which my aunty gave, I was surprised to see it contained nice red lehanga and golden choli and green dupatta and nice jewellery, bangles and makeup stuff was also lovely. It also had white lacy bra and satin pink panty. I started feeling increased heart beats in me as I was so much excited to wear everything but didn't want to show my feeling to the girls there. Sunaina told me ta take bath and use a cream which she gave on my armpits and pubic area, I found all my hairs vanished, then she gave me the pink satin panty, telling what a lovely panty. I love to wear this, but today it is your  day so wear it and come out. I was very shy to come out, Sunita dragged me out saying my baby don't be shy we are all girls here. Sunaina and Bindu made me sit comfortably on a chair, gave me small glass of fruit juice to drink. I started feeling bit sleepy and in the mean time, Sara had put me the white satin padded bra which fitted me so nice. I could hear the girls giggling which made me open my eyes and see what was happening. In the mean time, Sara had pierced my ear lobes. Slowly Sunaina and Sunita started putting make up on me, first she made my eyebrow threading, and complete makeup. She put lots of golden colored bangles in my hands and put red nail polish on my nails. After that she made me wear the red designer lehanga which my aunty had sent, then the golden choli which had hooks at the back. Till now they never showed me the mirror. Sara came with nice necklace with ruby stones (my aunts necklace), she inserted some silicon boobs in my padded bra. I started feeling very happy and heavy at my chest. I could imagine how it feels to have those heavy soft stuff on chest and how it will sway when I walk fast. Sunaina put nice heavy payals (anklets) in my both legs and put some designer toe rings too. She put beautiful red lipstick on my lips followed up with a nice lip gloss, I felt a taste of a fruit. Later, Sunaina got a nice wig which she put it with the help of Bindu, they both adjusted it properly. Sara placed a cute shining bindi on my forehead. Then Sunita said girls, there is something missing, the nose-ring! Sunaina said they searched the packet sent by my aunty but it was not there so Bindu came and removed the nose ring she was wearing and put it in my nose on the left nostril which she had already pierced while I was dizzy after fruit drink. It was a diamond nose-ring and now they had come to the end of my dressing and someone suggested and gave me a pair of high heels to wear which I promptly did. I was really feeling thrilled in my heart and was curious to see myself in the mirror. Then Sunita brought a big mirror and held it in front of me, Wow! I couldn't believe that it was me. They had turned me into a very beautiful young girl, which I was dreaming off since so long and I never felt anything unusual in wearing it and getting ready as a girl, as I always wanted to be a girl. I don't think anyone would have recognized me as a boy. Sunaina got the green dupatta folded and asked me to hold it in my hand at the back, I could see my boobs protruding on my chest. I became very conscious about it and became shy. Sunita said don't be shy my cutie, she also sprayed nice girly perfume under my arm pits and neck.

Sunita instructed me to get up and meet all girls in our hostel, knock the door and you introduce yourself to them as Sangeeta and tell about your wish to marry a handsome guy to them and take whatever gifts everyone gives. Thus, my Girly parade started. Whenever I knock the door, girls would come out and say hi to me and I had to say, I am Sangeeta, they also had told me to say, I have periods and ask for sanitary napkin and say that I am new in the hostel. Many girls gifted me lot of stuff some one gave me nice lacy panties and lovely bra, I was so excited I was feeling I must try it then and there only. Sunaina said no my sweetie, there  is lot of time at home to try everything. Thus this continued till 10 pm and I really liked it. At last Sunita and all her friends kissed me on my cheeks and Sara almost kissed me on my lips and asked how I felt? Bindu said we know you really liked it sweet girl, you are looking gorgeous, no one can say you are a boy. Sunita said this is going to happen tomorrow too, but you will visit boys hostel tomorrow. Now it's time I will take you to your home as per your aunt's wish in the same dress. So I sat in her car, with all girls who left me at my house. They said aunty, we have brought your daughter safely and hand over to you. She is a very cute and beautiful girl, any handsome boy would love to marry her, so saying they left our home.

Now when my aunty saw me as a girl her joy knew no bounds. She felt so excited and kissed me wildly and said  sweetie my daughter I cant imagine you look such a beautiful young girl, I want you to marry my son. You are so wonderfully beautiful, your cute nose-ring, your boobs, your hairstyle will make any man to look at you several times. Let me call Sameer and let him see you, I am sure he will be mad at your beauty and he may not recognize you. She called Sameer to see me, he was so excited to see me that he mumbled what a beauty this girl is, he did not make out I was Suraj. He said to his mom (my aunty), I want to marry this girl, she is so beautiful. Just want her to be my wife, I am not going to marry any one else than this girl, what is her name, Sangeeta she said. Wow! what a beautiful name. My aunty said, she is tired, let her sleep today in my bedroom, we will talk tomorrow. That night my aunty made me sleep in her room. She never allowed me to remove my clothes, she just grabbed me and hugged me tight, Sangeeta, you are just like my daughter. When my brother was alive he had promised that your elder sister would marry my son Sameer which didn't happen because of the tragedy. But I think God has plans to bring you as my daughter to this house, you are so beautiful and cute, I would love to see you as a girl than a boy. That's why when those girls sent me a note about ragging and dress you as a girl, I was very happy I really wanted to see you as a girl, that's why I bought all the stuff for you myself, I love you so much like my daughter. Can I ask you some thing she said be honest and tell me truth. Did you enjoy being a girl or not today? I said Yes aunty, I loved being a girl today. I was very happy today, I want to be a girl aunty, when my sister was there sometimes she used to dress me up in her clothes, take me to her friends place, where they could never make out I was a boy. I was always longing to wear my sister's dresses and pray to god I should have been born as younger sister to my sister. Today that dream was fulfilled and has become a part of my body to be a girl. My aunty just hugged me and cuddled me against her bosom which gave me such deep feeling of love and felt my mom has cuddled me for being a girl.

Sangeeta can I ask u something, you will not feel bad dear? No aunty, you are like my mother. I won't feel bad at all. Today Sameer, when he saw you he couldn't recognize you and said if at all he marries he would love to marry you only and no one else. So I accepted aunt's proposal to marry her son and become my aunt's daughter-in-law and live happily forever as a woman.