"mommy.. can i join you for cocking? "
sheela laughed, this is a miracle happening, Tinu never came to help her for cocking. just for giving company she comes.
"Ya, sure dear. cut that vegetables. When wil your final result come?"
Tinu reached for the bowl with washed vegetables and looked her mom.
"dont know mom, but i wil do PG here only. i cant go away from you."
Sheela looked deep into her eyes. her dressing was so femine. what happened to her tomboy styles in two days. The dresses were matching which she wore once or twice in years.
"hey cut it a little bit small. be careful, knife is sharp. Dear, one day you have to leave me when you get marries. so education before that is important. you should get a good job."
"mom, i will never make you alone ,i wil never"
tears were falling from her eyes. she kept knife there and came to her mom and hugged and wept like small kid. Sheela felt bad for telling such a dialog. but Tinu's way of hug started so tight which made sheela to remember last night. tinu kept her head on sheela's shoulder and kissed her ears. it was so passionate feel which result in bulge in between her legs. this time tinu felt it as she was so close. as some sort of vibration made there, tinu took her head and looked at her mom slowly releasing from hug. in her working dress, that was visible. without asking anything, tinu put her right hands above it to know what she felt. Sheela was struck as she dont know what to explain her daughter.
"mom? what is this? how? "
Tinu step backward as she understood what she touched just now. and that is also for first time.
"can you explain this to me? Mommy"
Tinu didnt leave the hand from the man of Sheela and her touch made him grow a little more and Sheela felt its difficult to control. a little pain was also building up since it never aroused for long time. muscle shown their stretching as first touch of a woman.
Sheela went two steps back stood near to kitchen stove. then thought of some time and CONTINUED making breakfast, she silently continued. Tinu sat in the table near and did all cutting.
After finishing the cocking, Sheela arranged everything in kitchen table. She hold tinu's hand and went to bedroom. made her sit in bed. She sat in knee facing her lovely daughter.
"I have been living here with you with a big weight of memories and lies or hidden things.
Those were only in order to protect ourselves from a dark past. We didnt have any option than this hidden life ."
"mom, i dont understand, what hidden truth?"
tinu hold Sheela's hands and her eyes were of full questions.
" do you remember anything that happened when you were in 8th standard?"
"no, i tried many times to remember my old days and friends and other relatives, but it just gave me head ache, so i left those thoughts"
Sheela touched tinu's face slowly.
"i will tell all things after doing the farm works. i will be back in one hour. i will give orders to our workers and will join you"
She stood up and touched her daughter's hairs with love. tinu hugged her putting her hands around Sheela's hipps. She felt the bulge still but she was not concerned about that. The thoughts were coming back as black visuals.
"no mommy, i am coming with you. i cant stay alone"
She stood and walked along with her mom. They went to farm. none of them talked about what they were thinking inside. Sheela arranged things and gave orders to her workers for the whole day.
They came back to home. Sheela took tinu to her room and opened the shelf and took 3 album of photos and a video tape.
" see all and watch the videos. if u feel anything like head ache or something, cal me. i wil finish cocking and wil join you soon so that we can discuss all today itself"
She went to kitchen to finish the pending work of morning.
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